Teach me how to dougie

I need to get out

I still haven't had my period. I know why but today I find out for definite.

I really don't know what I'm going to do if I'm pregnant, I mean what will dougie say. I mean he's still a little kid.

I mean i know I've got enough money to look after a baby on my own if dougie doesn't want the baby but i mean every child deserves a dad?

"Heyy darce? Where you going? I have to look after you remember so in coming with you?"

Shit what am I going to do?

"Oh urm it's okay. I've got a doctors appointment that's all?"

Before he ever replied he was putting on his jacket and grabbing his keys

The ride to the doctors office was quiet I really didn't know how I was going to get out of this one.

I sat down in the waiting room playing with my hands nervously.

"Darcy styles!" The doctors voice pierced through my ears.

I stood up and dougie did the same.

" doug, wait here okay." He looked a bit hurt, I followed the doctor I to the office and sat down.

"Oh is your partner mr poynter not coming with you?"

"No we're not together he's just a good friend. I'm guessing you know who he is?"

The doctor nodded and scanned through my notes, I handed him a pee sample and went back to the waiting area.

"Hey darce. What did the doctor say?"

"Nothing yet he's just take. Some tests." Dougie nodded and carried on flicking through the magazine. I heard whispering and looked up to see a bunch of girls whispering and pointing. I smiled politely and they carried on.

"Miss styles?" I looked up to see the doctor calling my name once again. I took a deep breath and stood up.

"Darcy. We have your test results and we can confirm you are pregnant. If you would like to lie on the bed we will scan you and take a look at your baby.

I lay flat pulling up my shirt. I watched as the image appeared on the screen. The doctor pointed at my baby. I felt a tear fall and I stared in awe. I have a baby inside of me.

After we were do e the doctor gave me a due date I was about three weeks and my due date was January 25th.

He handed my the sonogram images and I left.

I saw dougie still flicking through the magazine. I decided to wait until I was 12 weeks before telling dougie. I really didn't know how he was going to react.

"Heyy babe.what did the doctor say?"

"Just food poisoning should be fine."

I lied to his face. I hated lying but it was for the best.

"So you want to go out to eat? Or I could make chicken pasta?"

I felt him squeeze my thigh as he rested his hand there whilst he drove like he always does.

"How about I make us dinner tonight?" I smiled feeling bad seen as dougie always cooks.

"Yeah why not?"

"Why don't you invite the boys over and I haven't seen them I a while." I said. I knew it would be easier to keep my secret from dougie if they were there.

"Okey dokey"

"Okay well can you pull in at tescos then please?"

With that we were there.

We strolled around tescos like a married couple. Hand in hand. Debating which was nicer. Better quality. I didn't really trust dougie on what was nice tasting because we'll he did each anus and penis in the jungle remember.

After the shopping was done we headed to the checkout.

"Hey look its dougie and his girlfriend!" It was just fans me and dougie had this a lot lately everyone thought we were dating because as soon as I turned up on the scene frankie and dougie's 'relationship' broke up.

And we'll we do act like a bit like a couple without the PDA.

Later on

"Wow darcy this spag Bol is amazing"

"Awhh thanks gi"

I sat there surrounded by my mcfly family.

I knew that if dougie didn't want this baby I would still have the others to help me. Especially the girls.

"Darce? Babe? You okay? Why you crying?" Danny's voice interrupted my thoughts I hadn't even realised I was crying.

"Excuse me a minute" I got up and ran for the toilet.

I locked it behind me and slid down the door. I bawled my eyes out. I was so scared. I didn't know how to look after a baby. What f this wrecks mine and dougie's friendship. He might hate me. What if my baby hates me because I'm a bad mum.

"Darce? It's me? It's dougie? Let me in please?"

I need to go. I need to get out. I stood up unlocking the door. I opened it to see dougie stood ourside. I pushed past running to my room. I heard dougie behind me. I grabbed my purse shoving things in. I need to go.