Teach me how to dougie

Heart beat

"Please, god dammit. Please be okay." I whispered.

I was now alone. The room I was in seemed to my closing in on me. I couldn't breath. My heart slowed down praying and pleading for my little boys heart beat to be okay.

I could hear my baby girl niggling behind me she was most probably hungry. I reached into the crib they had given me picking her out delacatly. I looked deep into her eyes looking for hope.

"Heyy, baby, I'm back."

Dougie walked through the door, a fake smile was plastered on his face, I knew he was just as petrified as me.

"How are you feeling?"

I couldn't reply, I didn't know, I was a bundle of mixed emotions that were to much for me to handle. I couldn't hold myslef together anymore, i couldn't pretend to be strong, because i'm not. I cant contain my tears and sobs and soon the just erupted.

Dougie lept up of the chair at the side of me and cradled me in his arms, rocking me back and fourth.

"shh, come on, hey, heyy, don't cry baby, it's okay, it's going to be okay."

"what if it's not though Dougie, our baby didnt breath, what if it's not okay, because you don't know, stop lying, because you know as well as i do, it might not be okay."

By now Dougie was crying, reality had hit us like a ton of bricks, we didn't know wat was going to happen, and we had to stop pretending everything is going to be fine, because we really don't know if it is.

"Darcy, no matter what happen, i will always love you, we need to stay posative, okay, we need to stay strong for our babies, we are parents now, we have responsibilities. We are in charge of looking after and brining up to gprecious little angels, we need to be sotrong so that our little boy angel pulls through this, he is strong just like you. so stop doubting him."

I looked Dougie in the eye and sw that he was determine, he believe eerythingd he was saying, he believed in our little boy.

"okay, but do you promise?"

"i promise. But come on yuo need to get some sleep, you need to keep your stregnths up."

Dougie's pov

As soon as her head hit thebpillow she fell into a dee deep sleep. Iw alked over to the little crib where ourl ittle girl lay, I watched as she slept, she looked jut like hersmum, she w as so beautiful, so precious, like if you touched hr she would shatter. Exactly how i felt right now.