Teach me how to dougie

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Have you ever felt like you just want to shout in their face and kiss them at the same time. I just want to break down crying but giggle and have fun all at the same time I love him but I hate him.

I really can't tell if these are my true feelings or weather they are just hormones.

I lay cozily in bed dougies arms wrapped around my waist resting on my small bump.

I could hear him breathing steadily, I closed my eyes taking in my surroundings, breathing in dougies scent.

Silence filled the room it wasn't awkward but peacefull. I felt pickles moving around kicking dougies hand.

Morning fast approaching I daydreamed staring out the window at the sun rise slowly appearing.

I wriggled slightly, escaping dougies grasp, I found myself back in the nursery reliving last night events. I sat in the rocking chair.

I still couldn't believe how beautiful the whole room looks,I ran my hand along the silk curtains hung elegantly, making the dim light outside into a golden shimmer cast over the whole room.

I heard the post fall through the letter box, I peeled myself out of my fairy tail nursery and collected the mail.

I scanned through, bills, spam, fanmail, for me?

I picked out the mail for me and slowly opened it. My expression moulded slowly into confusion as I read the letter. It fell to the floor in slow motion as my world slowed down. My body stiffened and my heart stopped. My chest tightened, I couldn't breath.

My hands shook like leaves, and anger ran through my veins.

"Why are you crying?" Dougie pulled me in by the waist wiping away tear I hadn't realised had fallen.