Teach me how to dougie

Hope

It's been a week since darcy moved out. Since she told me she was carrying my baby and I didn't believe her. I wish I had because I know darcy would lie about something like that.

Why o why was I so stupid. I blew my last chance to ever get darcy to love me.

Today we've got a live performance of love is easy on this morning and darcys going to be singing as our back up. This is the first time I will see her since the arguement. The lads are real posses at me they keep telling em I was out of libe. They think I don't know that. If I could turn back time I would never have said those things to darcy ever. Because I love her.

I got out of bed and stuck of some joggers and a vest i didn't shower. I didn't have the energy. Not today. I leathered myself in deodrant. I didn't smell I just wanted to be extra careful. I had a quick shave before heading to the studio.

Shit I'm late.

I sped to the studio running into our dressing room.

"Dougie where have you been!" The boys all yelled in chorus. I looked up to see Tom giving darcy a massive hug and rubbing her belly. You could tell she was pregnant. She was still uba thin but she was still varying a child. I felt a pang of jealousy everyone they made her giggle of touched her belly or hugged her tightly. Everything I wanted to do.

I just miss her so so so so so so so much.

Why an I such a dick.

I should have listened.

"Dougie." My head snapped up to the sound of her voice.

"We need to talk"