Teach me how to dougie

Sequel-chapter 11

Dougie's pov

"So, what happens now?" I sat up in the uncomfortable hospital, straightening out all the wires that were attached to me.

"I don't know dougie, I'm just glad your okay, but I think it's best that when you get out of here you sleep in the spare room, me and you don't work anymore, and I think it's time that we face the facts and realise that what we have is over. I'm sorry." Darcy's stare dropped to the floor and she hid her face with her hands. I swallowed loudly and gasped for air, I felt like I was choking, like I was losing her all over again.

"Okay." what, dougie, wth man? no tell her how you feel, tell her how much you love her and how you never want to lose her, okay? seriously, that's the best you can do? your such a fucking idiot.

"Okay?" Darcy's eyes were hurt, brimming with tears, she bit the inside of her cheek, biting back the tears and the pain my pathetic statement caused.

"I'm sorry." I breathed out trying to make the situation better, my voice was weak and shaky, the reassurance I wanted to give was nowhere to be found in my voice.

"Its okay, I get it. me and you, we were teenage lovers, not star crossed, I'm sorry to. I should have stayed away from that job." I felt like someone had just punched me, her statement was cold, but I knew it hurt her deep down, because our children mean everything to her.

But maybe she was right, maybe it was time to let go.

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Authors note

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Hi, long time now see. feels like it's been ages since I last updated, well it sorta has, opps!

I had writers block, still sort of got it, I know what's happening next but wasn't sure how to write this bit, so it's really short but I just wanted to get something up.

I got a c in my English literature exam which I took a year early sort of, I'm kind of disappointed because it's only just a pass, I'm going to re-sit the exam in the summer and hopefully get higher, I mean I'll keep the highest mark out of the two but really want to get an a maybe even an a* which is what I was predicted. just thought is share that with you. Hope you don't mind.

Oh another thing, I was just wondering of maybe here do you want me to tell you about my week or day and important things that have happened maybe? and you can comment telling me about your week aswell? I think that would be kind of awesome and I could get to know a couple of readers, I mean I've got over four thousand views which is amazing!! I know to some people that's kind of pathetic, but to me, that's kind of like, I dunno, a little unbelievable, since I'm not the best writer and well my stories aren't that good and are very unorganised since I just make up the ideas as I got along and never really have a plot.

So yeah, rambling on a little but let me know yeah? I think it would be cute if I did, but it's up to you.

Thanks a bunch if you have just read all of that pointless shizzle, I love you xxxxxx