Teach me how to dougie

Sequel- chapter 14

Doug's pov

"So, you enjoying the tour so far." my voice was shaky and awkward, my hand reached up and scratched my neck, doing anything my body could to calm my anxiety.

"Yeah, you guys were awesome lastnight. the twins are enjoying them self aswell, how are you enjoying it?" Darcy seemed so much more laid back than me, her voice had some hidden confidence, she seemed happy, something I hadn't witnessed in so long.

"Yeah." that's all I managed to breath out. Jesus Christ, I was acting like a teenage boy, giddy and in love.

"I, I mean, yeah, I am loving it, I, I am just glad that your enjoying it." oh for fuck sake, get a grip Doug. pull your self together, this is darcy, your wife sat right infront of you, stop being such a dork.

I could see Darcy staring right into my eyes, as if she was watching everything I was thinking. she little out a little giggle, but soon the tones of angels faded into the most beautiful silence is heard in months. Her stare changed to a stare full with lust, and full with love. her eyelashes fluttered everytime she blinked, as if she was sleeping beauty awaking from her sleep everytime she blinked. I steadied my irregular breath, calming myself, as my head lead in closer to her.

I knew this was wrong, I'd been warned, I'd promised. but she's my wife and I love her, I need her back in my life, properly, I need her to tell me she loves me, that she wants to spend her life with me, raise our kids as a couple, married and happy. instead of this shipwreck.

I got lost in the moment and before I knew it, we were lay in my bunk, closer to eachother than we had been in months. I had to stop this from going any further, I had made a promise to my bestfriends, I cannot break that. "darcy" my voice was breathless and lustful, I felt my lips plump with her love, why did it have to be complicated? "we can't do this, not now, I can't hurt you again."

Her face softened, and she nodded sadly. I pulled her closely giving her a long hug. " I'm sorry." My whisper was barely audible as I kissed her forehead.

"Come on, let's go see what the twins are doing with Tom, gi and baby buzz."

"I'll be right out, give me two minutes." she nodded with a smile before leaving the bus. just as the click of the door rang out I lost it. the anger that I had built up within me burst. tears welled in my eyes threatening to paint pitiful pictures down my cheeks.

"Why! why does it have to be like this." I slammed my fist on the wall behind me, with the little strength I had, barely even making a sound let alone damage, before sinking down the wall to me knees, crying into my hands and letting the canvas of pity take over my face.

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Hey so, I haven't updated in a while, sorry for that, it's the Easter holidays and I have so much revising to do, but I will update as often as I can.

So it was a month yesterday until I go and see mcbusted and I am so excited, crazy fan girls slightly taking over me.

Not really got much to say, I can't really think of anything interesting that's happened since the last time I updated. I mean I haven't really done much, but revise and sleep and eat.

Oh and watch Sherlock all the time. any of you guys fans of the show? I know the series ended monthes ago but I have been rewatching all the episodes over and over lately, I'm becoming more obsessed than I thought was possible. but what can you do?

So, how have you lovelies been? done anything interesting? are any of you going to see mcbusted? any of you guys fans of Sherlock? let me know xxxxx