Teach me how to dougie

Chapter19

Toms pov

I sat at the edge of the bed as she cried into the pillow. Why did he do this to her again. I know he loves her and that she loves him but all the ever do is hurt each other, well he hurts her.

"Tom, why did he kiss that girl?" He voice surprised me, it was hoarse and didn't belong to her body. My mind spun around her question. Hu dd he? Because of us. That's why yet again we let him ruin her. I wanted him to move on but not like this, not lying to us an then hurting her just to prove a point.

I sighed, signalling that the truh isn't what she wanted to hear. "To prove a point." He wad lifted from the pillow and the nest of her hair moved back away from her face. I could tell by the look on her face that she wanted me to explain, but I hesitated afraid that it was to early and that the wounds the events were still to fresh. "He want to prove to us that he could move on, that he didn't need you. We nth know that, that's nt true though, I mean look at how he reacted when you kissed that guy to night. If he didn't care he wouldnt have ever reacted that way. I attempted to cussion the blow, but I could see the way he face twisted with pain and heartbreak. Damn it.

"Oh." Great, short answers. I opened my arms wide signalling to er to come across the Ed for a hug. She smiled slightly before wrapping herself in the duvet and shuffling towards me. I pulled her closely to my chest thinning the duvet with my embrace.

"I can stay in here tonigh if you want, just in case dougie thinks it's a bright idea to come here?" She stayed silent as she lay against my chest. I looked down as I felt her chest deepen, she was asleep.

Dougie pic

I stood outside her hotel room door, I wanted to knock but I knew she would never open it if she knew it was me. I leant closer to the door to see I I could hear anything. I could hear mumbling from the other side. My heart rate quickened and my breathing became delayed. A wave of sickness hung over me as I tumbled back away from the door. I couldn't stay here, I had to get away from this situation before I made er hate me even more.

The kids. They must still be with the babysitter. I ran to the stairs, I skipped the elevator feeling to sick to contemplate it, I sprinted down the stairs 3 or 4 at a time, I didn't know where the nanny was, all I could think about was her with another man, the way his hands could be crawling over her skin, touching her in ways only I should. I couldn't almost feel my blood boil within me.

Before I knew it I was stood outside Giovanna and Tom's room, they were haring a babysitter with us, surely they know where she is. My fist slammed against the door more angry than I had anticipated. Giovanna instantly silenced me when opening the door, I couldn't think f what I needed to say, I couldn't contemplate thoughts apart from her and another man. Surely she wouldn't do that just to spite me, she was low rnough for that?

Giovanna wrapped her arms around my shoulders makin me flinch. What was she doing? A tear escaped my eye without my permission starting a riot as they all began tidally, my knees buckled beneath me as I fell in her arms. Muffoe sobs and whimpers spat through my lips as I attempted I steady my breathing. Gi's hands rubbed circles in my back, the feeling o her wedding rings snapped me away from reality and bar into that bar a few hours ago. The look of embarrassment that she had her wedding rings on shook me to the. Bones.