Teach me how to dougie

Chapter 22

Darcy's pov

I stood frozen, I felt like I was paralysed. I couldn't breath.

The sounds of dougie and tom had become a bull buzz, a whining that I just didn't want to hear. It made me feel sick, the sight of them hurting each other, because of me, it made me feel sick. The heavy weight lay against my chest increased with each punch thrown, I could see them both, toms knuckles were white the grip he had of dougie a neck made me want to rip him away, to protect dougie, but as I saw every punch he threw it was weighed out by the monster I saw infront of me.

Please, please stop it, I could hear my voice shouting but I knew that my mouth wasn't registering and that they couldn't hear me this was because of me, I had done this to them, they were like brothers before me, I had barged back into Dougie's life forced him to settle down, dragged him away from the boys every chance I got. This was my fault.

How did things escalate so fast, how did we end up here?

Toms pov

With each punch Dougie threw at me the tighter I gripped on his neck. I could see in his eyes that he wasn't there. This was the old Dougie. The wild Dougie, that didn't think about consequences, that drank and partied and took countless drugs just so that he could say he had. I hated this Dougie, that's why he couldn't win this fight. Not now, he has a family and winning this fight will give him the adrenaline and buzz to become the Dougie we all hate.

His dark eyes looked up at me quickly avoiding me gaze but getting caught like a mischievous child, the look in his eye almost make me stumble back and loosen my grip. catching me off guard and wounding me. sucking the air out of my lungs making me heave in pain.

He wanted to kill me.

The old Dougie was bad, he started fights but he never meant them, this look. this look was different, there was a look telling me that he wasn't going to stop this until he killed me.

Me and the boys had changed so much since we met. Ten years is a long time, I feel like I've watched Dougie grow up, and most of the time, I'm so proud of him, he has a family a wife, he's done well for himself. but then when I think about it, it makes me realise. were always going to be second best. we all have families. Us boys won't be able to just do what we pleased, we have to settle down.

Settling down means no more bands.

How did things escalate so fast? how did we end up here?

Dougie's pov

With each punch the apparent buzz of adrenaline became stronger, the reason behind it blurring in my mind. This is what I miss. The adrenaline junkie that I was. I could start a fight and not think about what it would do to my life, because most of the time it made no difference. Now was different, I had responsibilities, someone was always telling me how to stand, or how to smile, what to wear and how to speak.

None of my life now is me, it's just a picture perfect image that's been placed upon me. I love Darcy more than anything, but marriage isn't me, I want to be married to Darcy because I love her and I know that's the only reason she's still anywhere near me, but it doesn't suit me, it suits her, and so does everything else in her life. I threw punch after punch until Tom was hunched over infront of me, I carried on, I didn't care who he was right now, all I cared about was the buzz slicing through my vain's.

I felt a grip on my arm pulling me back, it was weak but still there. I turned and Darcy's whole body flinched back from me. " your going to kill him." Fear was laced in her words and in that second I felt my heart leap out of my mouth and punch me in the gut.

"Darcy. god I'm so sorry, baby I love you so much." her head shook and her mouth opened but no words fell, my every attempt to move closer towards her resulting in my heart hurting more as she flinched.

"Your a monster. where the hell has my Doug gone?" her words stung and ruined me as I dropped to me knees, immediate sobs howling through the thick air.

How did things escalate so fast? how did we end up here?

Authors note.

I'm bacckkkkkk!!!! yay!!!!!

Hope you like what I did with this chapter, let me know.

Also I have a harry styles fanfic that I would love if you could read, it's called sperm donor and well see you lovelies again in a couple of days xxxx