Teach me how to dougie

Chapter 20

Darcy's pov

I woke up to hung over from the night before. All I could remember was dougie, the burn of his cheek against the palm of my hand. after that the whole night was a blur. I rolled over to my side to see a broad body lay next to me making me instantly jolt upright. to fast for my head to process sending me into a nauseous state. leaping out of bed I ran to the ensuite on the other side of the room.

I sat infront of the toilet for a while after just thinking about how different this whole situation could be for not just me and dougie but for the children.

Dougie's pov

I lay staring at the ceiling the whole night, to scared to close my eyes, giving my imagination the power to create all the possible scenario's that could have happened with Darcy last night.

Before I can control myself I'm stood outside her hotel room door, my first repeatedly slamming against the wooden door. I heard shuffles and whispers from behind the door and my heart ripped through my chest. he was still in there with her. it was him, that knob that she kissed in the club, I just know it.

The door creaked open as I stood there trying to get my head around the initial sting in my chest at the thought of her with another man raises bile up my throat. "Darcy. babe." my eyes raked down her body, searching for evidence of my worst nightmare. the crisp white sheet was wrapped perfectly around her body.

"Don't." her tone was felt yet pleading and made my heart ache. "don't pretend that your upset, don't pretend I've hurt your feelings because you started this, your double standards aren't good enough anymore. you can't expect me to sit around and wait for you to get your shit together anymore dougie" her words were cold and made the hairs on my body stand on edge as the goose bumps stabbed through the surface.

I felt my body stumble back slightly at the ice in her voice. She slept with someone else, she had to have, she has finally realised that she can move on, that she can do so much better than me, something I feared all along.

"Darce, please don't do this." I didn't wen attempt to mask the pain and pleading in my voice, I needed her to know that I need her and that I can't live without her.;

"Don'tt, I hate the way you say that, don't say it, you make me want to be your wife again with our perfect little life, don't call me that you lost the right months ago when you betrayed me." Her voice was full of venom and hate, making me want to cowar away from the words falling from her mouth, the truth that fell from her mouth. I don't Have the right anymore.

"Who is he?" The anger arose inside of me again as I realised that the reason I was her was to win her back and mainly to get rid of the man she slept with.

"Excuse me?" She scoffed, I could hear the sarcasm in her voice. I knew she was lying, or maybe it was my paranoia, but I still had to know, I lightly shoved past her grazing her shoulder across mine shivering at the small contact. "Dougie you can't do this." As the last word fell from her mouth a wave of neasuea washed over me, as I reckonised the man lay in her bed, asleep, at least topless, I couldn't see the rest of his body, the duvet coverig him, I was slightly glad as it eased my anger by a fraction.

Darcy's pov

I turned to see dougie stop dead in his tracks as he looked down at te bed, I knew how this looked and I wanted to explain but my mouth had completely detached itself from my brain. The silent words screaming the wrong things. "No, no, no." Dougie a head was frantically shacking as his fingers tangled through his hair pulling the roots, I hated to see him like this, he looked so broken and vunerable. "Oh fuck, Darcy what have you done, he's married. No please fuck no." I watched him pace back a fourth, I shook my rad frantically copying him his actions, trying to communicate, without the restriction of the uncooperative part f my brain and mouth. Suddenly the tension built in the air and dougie screamed, waking Tom, instantly dougie grabbed him up and threw him on the floor, like a switch my brain turned on and I screamed at dougie. "Doug, no baby don't do this." A chuckled erupted from his lungs as hi eyes snapped to mine, there was something there, something that signalled to me that he wasn't there anymore.

"What happened to no rights, and double standards? Well we'll well look how the tables have turned."

Authors note

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