Teach me how to dougie

Sequel-chapter 4

"Dadda, mummy, dadda."

I looked down at the baby girl looking up at me with pleading eyes. It's been a month since Dougie left. 1 month. And I haven't heard anything from him.

No texts.

No calls.

No visits concerning the twins.

Nothing.

"Baby, daddy's gone. Mummy's here. Give us a cuddle." I lifted the growing baby into my arms.

*phone ringing*

I walked across the hallway and picked up the phone with Alicia sat on my hip.

"Hello?" nobody ever calls the landline, I didn't even see the point in having it, but dougie said it was cheaper for him to make work related calls.

"Darce? is that you?"

"Who else do you think it is dougie? you just ringing to make sure I haven't got anyone else, or is there something I can help you with?"

"Well, I, urm, I miss you so much." the line went silent for a second. And I heard sniffling. Doug was crying.

"Darcy, can you bring the kids to Harry's? please? I really need to see them, it's just getting to hard."

"Okay, well I'll be there in about two hours. we have a lot to talk about dougie."

With that I slammed the phone down on the stand. this past month has been hell. I've been looking after both twins and looking for a job. I can't go back to being a back up singer for mcfly and face dougie every single day. hearing his voice made me realise how much he has hurt me.

"Come on baby, let's put you down to have tummy time."

I looked down at the two precious little bundles of beauty playing in their pen.

"Right. you two behave whilst mummy goes and gets ready." they both looked up and chuckled at me with their big blue eyes staring up at me.

I stepped into the shower, letting the water burn my skin. tears began to fill my eyes, not from the pain on my skin but the pain of my heart.

The thought of seeing him again made my heart sting. the though of Alicia and Alfie pulled me out of it and I turned down the heat of the shower and cleaned my hair. I have to show him. show him what he's missing.

I stepped out of the shower and dried my self with a towel. my long, damp hair trailed down my back. I sat on the floor inside my closet deciding what to wear. what will catch his eye and make him wish I was still his? what will show that I am confident in being single.

I picked out a sweet heart neckline cocktail dress and a black and white three quarter sleeved blazer. I blew dry my hair and loosely curled it.

I put on my make up and my bright red lip stick before slipping into my black sparkly Lou boutins and walked over to where the twins were now alseep.

I used my spare time I had to make their lunch and sort out their outfits.

Once lunch was eaten and they were dressed it was time to go.

"Come on then little ones, we going to see daddy?"

I picked up Alfie and let alicia walk along side me slowly. "Come on, do you need a lift up into your chair baby."

She shook her head and her dads stubbornness shone through.

The car ride was nerve racking as I though about all the possibilities of what I could say. do I act as if I am angry? upset? confident? like I don't need him? like I'm coping?

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Authors note.

Hi so I did my exam and it went really well. I know I said I would upload on the Thursday night, but I was really ill for a week and then my phone has been playing up, but I'm back!! will try and update as much as possible but not promising daily updates xxxx