Teach me how to dougie

Sequel- chapter 7

*warning*

This chapter could get very emotional, if you cried reading the last chapter, you're kind of screwed.

Dougie's pov

Oh god, breath. please breath.

"DARCY! Breath, please just breath. You can't leave me now. not after how we've left things. atleast least let me make things up. please. Wake up. GOD DAMN! WAKE UP!" I was choking on my own tears and anger as her life less body lay on the ground infront of me. Sense hit me and I grabbed my phone, dialing 999.

"Ambulance, I need an ambulance. The giant oak tree next to the local park. please hurry up. she's not breathing. she bleeding everywhere, please help me. I need help. she can't die, please don't let her die." I barely even took a breath as I rambled on, crying down the phone.

I stopped and thought as hard as I could through my jumbled brain. Pulse? check her pulse. I rose her hand feeling for a pulse. More tear fell as I felt a weak pulse, tears of joy.

Pressure. I need to put pressure on the wound. I took off my jacket and pressed it against the wound, slowing the bleeding. I knelt closer to her face placing a soft kiss on her lips, a kiss that could very well be out last. I felt her body stiffen slightly and her breathing pick up.

"Darcy, oh god, babe your okay. thank god." I cradled her body close keeping her warm.

"Doug, I am so sorry." her voice was quiet and hoarse, pull of pain.

"It's okay baby, that doesn't matter anymore, your okay, that's all that matters. are you in much pain?"

She nodded slightly and her face became paler.

"Doug, I love you, you need to remember that, when I'm gone."

"Hey, your going to be fine. I promise."

"No, I'm not dougie, I'm dying in your arms, we both know that. Please look after the twins, find someone who loves you as much as I do, promise me you will."

"No, darcy, your going to be fine, the ambulance is coming, they're going to help you. don't give up on me, what about the kids? what about me? Darcy you might be okay about dying but I won't be able to cope. please don't, you can get through this."

"Dougie, I'm going to be okay, your going to be fine, you will find a woman to look after our children like her own and to love you for the rest of her life, you deserve that dougie. I'm okay."

"No! you don't get to tell me I'll be okay if you die. please!" her cold hand reached up and wiped away my never ending tears and pulled me closer so our foreheads were rested against eachothers.

"I Darcy Anne styles have loved you dougie lee poynter all of my life. I hope I have made you happy, I know we have had our ups and downs but when I'm with you I can't help but smile. because I love you and that's what you do to me. I can't be around anymore. I can't watch us be broke anymore. I want you to remember how much I loved you and I want you to tell our kids what I was like. but I also want you to find someone else, someone who is beautiful inside and out and makes you as happy as you made me. don't settle for anything less. I know it's hard but please don't argue with me, I mean it's not polite to argue with a dying woman." we both chuckled slightly at her morbid humour. she let out a few tears and took a few breaths before she continued.

"I know it will be hard but you have the boys to help you. this is it, I just want you to remember me by all the good times and that, I'm not afraid, I'm ready. I am ready to face my biggest fear face on, look in the eyes and gracefully let it take me away, no kicking and screaming, no fighting it. I'm tired, I am so tired of fighting. I am so sorry doug, I love you so much and my babies, tell them everyday, make sure they know how much I loved you. And I forgive you, I forgive you for anything you blame yourself for, we might not have been perfect to everyone else, but to me we were perfect, you are perfect."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry you have to do this, I promise, I will do everything you asked. I love you more than you will ever know. ever since I met you, you had some kind of spell on me. you are the most beautiful, intelligent, strongest person I have ever met. I just wish we had more time together, that we could have grown old together. I know that i wasn't the best husband but I do love you, and I hope someday our kids will find a love like ours." I stopped talking and saw her eyes were becoming heavy. I kissed her passionately knowing it was likely to be the last. savouring every second knowing the end was becoming closer and closer ripping it's path towards us, to rip her away from me.

I felt her lips relax against mine I knew that was it. the body got colder and colder as I cried harder and harder.

"No, no. no, god no. " that's all that I could seem to say. my whole body became numb as the distant sound of am ambulance began to rang.

I could hear people behind me as they got closer and closer. "sir, you need to let us work on her."

"She's dead, there's nothing you can do."

"You need to let us check her sir."

"Dougie, my names dougie, and this woman is the most beautiful woman in the world. but she's dead and there's nothing you can do."

"Okay dougie if you just let us check, we may still be able to save her. i promise I will be careful with her, let us help her, yeah?" I carefully placed the lifeless shell of Darcy on the grass once again and watched as the two paramedics swarmed over her checking her. they attached things to her, injected her. put things on her, around her. everything began to go into slow motion. it was becoming real. it was like something off a movie, slowly moving out of my control as I sat there as if I wasn't actually there but somewhere else.

I watched at the pair exchanged glanced and nods before turning and stating the closing sentence.

"I'm sorry, I'm afraid there's nothing we can do for her, she's dead, she lost to much blood."