Teach me how to dougie

Drowning my sorrows

"Dougie?"

"Yes?" His voice sounded so hopeful and it broke my heart.

"Here's your key" I slowly passed him my key to his flat.

He looked me in the eyes and pushed my hand away.

"Keep it. If you ever miss home, just pop in. Even if I'm not there." He gave a half smile. I could tell it killed him. His eyes were glossy and sparkled in the sunlight. I wanted to kiss him right there and then.

"Thankyou" I nodded my head while thanking him.

I walked away slowly, fighting back tears. I reminded myself of all the things he said. I felt pain. Hurt. Heartache.

Dougie's pov

I watched her walking away. A warm tear rolled slowly down my face.i let out a deep breath I didn't realise I was holding in. A small whimper escaped my lips. I mentally faced palmed when all the boys turned and stared.

"You alright doug?"

Danny's voice broke the silence.

I got up and walked out, I couldn't cope. I got in my car slamming shut the door speeding out of the car park, I gripped the steering wheel. I drove aimlessly unaware as to where.

After a while I identified where I was heading. A place where I could forget everything. Forget her. Forget the baby.

The strip club.

I got out of the car lazily dragging myself to the entrance. The dark room smelt. Of slut and booze. Exactly what I need.

I darted towards the bAr ordering some booze. I drank until I was drunk. Now the fun can begin.

I stumbled towards the strippers and prostitutes in the middle of the room. I found the manager and told him I wanted sex no stripping. He recognised me instantly and I was ushered off to a private room.

I sat on the sofa waiting impatiently. I heard a click of the door and felt my bold get bigger. I looked up to see a girl walk in. I blinked multiple time double checking she looked just like darcy. The only difference is she wore slutty clothes my darcy didnt.

"Hey. So what do you want fro me tonight?" I shifted in my seat knowing how wrong the whole thing felt.

"I want more of you!"