~YouTube lovers~ (Markiplier X reader)

~Crash~ Ch 40

~Marks POV~

It's now been 3 years since the death of my lovely wife. I still am very upset and I've been alone since. I haven't looked for any new relationship and I've been taking care of my children. Pierce was now 5 and the twins, of course they were now 3.

Ginger was still alive but she was getting old. I still kept the locket of me and her with me everywhere I went.

I was still in YouTube and my fans and children were what was keeping me going. But today, I was sad. It's October and it was the day me and (Y/n) got married. This day was always upsetting for me.

I decided today that I'd go out to the restaurant I took her to on our last anniversary date. I made myself look nice and walked to my car. As I was driving, I kept glancing over at the passengers seat, missing my wife. It was still very hard to cope with that my wife was dead.

When I got to the restaurant I walked up the the main desk. "Reservation for Fischbach." I said and put my hand in my pocket, feeling the locket. "Follow me." The waiter said and picked one menu up. I followed the waiter to my table and he handed me the menu. I flipped through it and decided on what I'd get. I ordered and sat and waited for my food.

I took the locket out of my pocket and opened it, looking at (Y/n)'s beautiful face. I sighed very heavily and kept looking at the locket, thinking. All these memories ran through my head, I needed to be with her again, I needed to see her and I needed to hold her in my arms and never ever let go.

The waiter handed me my food and I ate, alone. I set the locket on the table as I ate.

~Le Time Skip~

I was sitting in bed, on the phone with my brother. "Thomas, if something were to happen to me, could you take my children?" I asked and starred at the covers on the bed. "Of course I would." I heard him say.

Me and Thomas were talking until it was time to go to bed. I saw Pierce was standing at the doorway, crying. It always broke my heart to see my children cry. I held my arms open and he ran to me. I hugged him and softly rubbed his back. "Hey, what's wrong?" I asked and looked down at him. "D-daddy, I-I had a-a-a n-n-nightma-mare." He stuttered out with a shaken voice. I frowned. "What was it about?"

Pierce explained to me his nightmare. I comforted my son and calmed him down. "It's okay, your a big man and you'll protect me and your sisters." I smiled. "I-I didn't get to protect my mommy." My heart broke a little. "Well there's nothing anyone could do about it." I whispered and hugged him tighter. "Daddy, can I sleep with you tonight?" I nodded my head slightly. "Yes, you can." He smiled and we both let go of each other. We crawled under the covers and went to bed.

~Le time skip~

It was the next day. I woke up later then I usually did, 12:00. Today was Saturday so it was probably gonna sorta be a lazy day for me.

I got out of bed and walked into the twins bedroom. Elowen and Juniper were still asleep and I sighed. The older Elowen and Juniper got, the more they looked like their mom. (Y/n)'s dad had actually moved up here in California and he was gonna come over soon to see his grandchildren.

I woke the twins up and took them both downstairs. I fed them big breakfast/lunch and Pierce was already eating something from the fridge that he probably got out.

~Le Time Skip~

(Y/n)'s dad was playing with his grandchildren and all three of them were having a blast. I walked up to them and smiled softly. "Hey guys, I'm gonna go to Matthias's house to make some videos." They all said their goodbyes but my children hugged me goodbye.

~Le another time skip (sorry)~

Amanda gave us all sorta a snack. All of us thanked her and when she left Matthias looked at me. "Mark, I dunno how your doing it." I looked over at him with a confused look on my face. "What do you mean?" Matthias shrugged. "I don't think I could live without my wife. How do you do it?" I looked down and frowned. "I don't really have a choice."

I stayed at Matthias's house for a few more minuets then left. I still had my mind on (Y/n) but I was smiling at our memories. It wasn't a smart idea to be driving when my mind was in other places. I didn't realize I wasn't paying attention until my car crashed.

Everything was a blur but I heard sirens before I completely passed out.

Later on I heart a heart monitor. I was listening to my children cry and I felt so bad. I couldn't say anything or move but I tried to wake myself up but I just couldn't. Slowly my hearing left and I slowly slipped into death.

Ill finally be with my lovely wife, (Y/n).