•Letters•

17.

Baby girl,

I've been trying for call you Jasmine, but you don't seem to answer. I don't know if it's because you've changed your number or what it is. I wanna talk to you but I feel like you don't wanna talk to me.

I'm confined to a small space, I sit on my bed and stare at nothing all day everyday until I decided to start writing these letters. I have gone downhill life has been getting the better of me and I'm starting to struggle.

I had a couple of guys 3 times my size cone up to me and they beat the shit out of me. I felt like telling them to kill me but I decided to stay. This place isn't the best environment for me but I am getting better and it is helping my head getting it back in the right space.

It's a slow and long process.

My days drag by and minutes pass but it feels like hours. I go through a whole heap in my mind everyday and it always ends up being the same stuff.

It's all about you and Noah. I would like to see how he has grown up and what he looks like. Does he look like me? Or is he more like you?

I miss seeing your beautiful face and beautiful smile every night before I go to sleep and every morning when I wake up. I tried to call you the other day but you didn't answer.

I know why but I wish you did answer so I could explain, if I was under better circumstances I would run home but I'm stuck in these 4 walls.

I went outside for the first time in months and the sun was so bright and everyone stared at me because of my black eye and busted lip.

I wish you were here to take care of me and I wish I was there to take care of you and Noah.

Answer your phone the next time I ring, please. I'm begging you.

I'm starting to cry and the ink is smudging like crazy I can hardly even read this anymore.

I wanna marry you Jasmine and make you my wife. We could get a house and do what we really love.

I'm about to lose it now.

I love you, stay strong beautiful.

Love from Luke xx

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Heyy

So there is no real time line for this, it skips months or years and then could go back in time. It's all over the place.

Much love xo

~ Jodie x