•Letters•

32.

Dear Jasmine,

I had a meeting today, I may be coming home sooner than I think and I know it has been forever. Baby, just think it won't be that long and I'll have you in my arms again.

I hope.

I am not giving up, I am not giving up on you. I will never ever give up on you, that's a promise baby girl. When I do get the chance to come home I would go and buy you something but I have no money, nothing at all. The only thing I'll have is the shirt on my back.

I hope you haven't moved on yet, I really do because I need you and Noah in my life and maybe just maybe we could have more kids. I'm starting to hope and did pray that all of this is a horrible dream and I'm in bed right beside you.

Oh please let this be a dream.

I'm hoping that what I did is all in my mind and my imagination, I'm hoping that I never left your side. Please, please, please let me be dreaming.

Baby, if your there please pinch me really hard so I wake up from this horrible nightmare. I drew another picture today you were in a big white wedding dress and you looked beautiful.

I know for a fact you will look more beautiful in person when I see you walking down the Isle. Give me the chance to propose to you.

I can't be alone anymore, being alone really scares me. I don't know if it scares you but it scares me.

I wish I was beside you holding you on my arms tightly never letting go so I don't have to relive this nightmare.

I need my life back and I need you in my life to make it complete, I miss you with all of my heart.

Goodbye Jasmine

I love you
Luke xo

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Awww crying :")

Byeee