•Letters•

36.

Hey Luke,

So today was great, like really great. You have no idea how happy I am the smile on my face is real, not one of those fake ones I have been plastering on my face for all of these years now.

I can't believe this day has finally come, seeing the look on Noah's face and Charlotte's face was priceless. Being in a massive group hug with everyone today made me feel more wanted and now that everything else has happened it makes me more happy.

I looked in the mirror and there you were standing behind me as you wrap your arms around my waist. This has been one of the best days ever, seeing you peacefully sleeping in the bed next to me while I sit here writing makes me feel at peace.

You still think I'm beautiful even though I don't think so, you keep telling me you've changed but frankly I don't see it.

Your still the same in my eyes, you always will be. I don't think you've changed and we'll the kids don't know you much about you so they can't really say anything.

So, I don't know what life has got install for us now but I really hope it all goes up from here. I know I won't handle losing you again, even though. Even though it was all a dream.

We'll now it's all starting to feel like a dream.

Don't ever fucking leave me arsehole or I will find you and kick your arse and that's and promise. You may be a big kid at times and have the mentality of a 5 year old but your the love of my life.

I love you arse hole x

See you when you wake up xo
Jas x

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Heyy

So last chapter, yayy!
Luke came home the next book will hopefully be posted soon.

Love you

Byeee :-)