•Letters•

26.

My one and only daddy,

Dad, I just turned 9 and your still not around. I wish upon the first star I see every night, I wish for you to come home. I'm starting to think that wishes never come true but I'm still going to keep wishing.

The same thing every night and then maybe someone will hear my wishes and bring you home. I try my best to make mummy happy and so does Charlotte, I dress like you do and try to make mum smile and she does but it still isn't what I want. I want a genuine smile.

Now I have to rise above and beyond to do everything I can for mum, it breaks my heart dad seeing her upset and crying. The scars on her arms, I kiss them. Her tear stained cheeks, seeing it all makes me want to cry.

I have a lot of my school work that needs to be done but I've been putting that second. Mum is always my first thought from when I wake up to when I go to sleep.

Most nights I find myself in bed with mum especially when she's crying, we cuddle and she plays with my hair and makes me feel safe.

For my birthday we went to uncle Mikey's and aunty Skye's house, uncle Cal and uncle Ash were there and my 2 good friends from school and a couple of Charlotte's friends since I don't have many.

It was a really good day dad and the one thing which would make it a perfect birthday is if you were here to have spent it with us. It was a pool party, all of my swimming lessons have paid off.

Mum even looked like she had a good time and it wasn't fake it all looked real, you know dad things here are tough. I spend a lot of time with mum, Charlotte and Buster.

They're my best friends. The only few friends I have.

Avery and Dale are great to be at school with but they can get to much at times and it's good to get home and just be with the girls. I like to think that I'm protecting them, Buster and I.

Come home dad, your needed here. I don't know if your alive or if your dead.

If you are alive come home, it's where you belong. The 3 of us need you, I should go to bed before mum sees I'm still up.

Goodnight dad

I love you xo

Love from,
Noah xoxo

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Awh my gosh that hit right in the feels, it makes me sad and I started to cry.

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