•Letters•

21.

Jasmine,

2nd time this week I've written to you, I normally leave it months because I don't know what to say. Things are getting tough, I guess is the best way to put it. Ages ago I found out my friends over seas, Jamie. I don't think you ever met him but he was really sick.

I found out yesterday that he passed away, I can't go to the funeral and I was worried him. Really worried but I'm more worried about you guys.

Now every morning, there is no mourning. I now think like that, he's in a better place out of pain and he wouldn't want us moping around. He lived a good life.

How have you been? I bet Noah has gotten big, I wish you could just send me a photo or I could see him.

I did a drawing today, a really bad one of what I think Noah looks like now. I haven't forgotten you guys, I never will.

I have a ring an engagement ring hidden under my pillow, I've had it since I left. I want to propose to you, I have for 4 years now. I've never had the guts and I still don't know how I would do it.

Maybe take you out to dinner, a long walk along the beach. Get the boys in on it, get them to play their guitars and when we get closer I get down on one knee.

I wanna do it for you Jas, I really do. Your special to me and your perfect in every single way, all the flaws you see about yourself. I don't see them, in my eyes your beautiful.

Your freckles, your body, your beautiful eyes and gorgeous smile. That's what I want to see again, everything.

Words can't describe how perfect you are to me, from my point of view your stunning. One day I want to see you in a big white wedding dress walking down the Isle with the biggest smile on your face.

I think about marrying you a lot, I stare at the ring everyday. I wish I could come home and be beside you. Hold you in my arms, listen to your voice.

You'll always be everything to me, no matter what comes between us. This distance is nothing, me leaving will be nothing. All I'm going to ask for is one more chance.

That's all I want, is a chance to make things right between us and I promise when I come back I'll never leave you.

I love you baby girl
Goodnight xoxo

Much love,
Luke xo