•Letters•

29.

Dear Jazzy cat,

Baby, I want to walk down the beach with you hand in hand while Noah runs off in front of us. I want to feel the sand between my toes, listen to the waves crash up against the sand and sit watching the sunset.

That's the one thing I'm dying to do with you right now. That way, no. That way, no people have been telling me that all day and I just can't deal with it.

What's it supposed to mean? I've done nothing wrong and I've done nothing to them.

I've been sitting on my bed drawing all day, I went outside and got some sun but I didn't want to deal with people all that much. You give me strength, your my motivation go keep going.

As much hate as I get around here because they think I'm a pretty boy is ridiculous. Just because I have blue eyes and blonde hair doesn't mean anything, I didn't ask for it but I got it and I love it.

Life's not fair, nothing in life is fair. I'm learning that the hard way.

I can't wait to see you guys again and see how much you have changed. How much Noah has grow up, your beautiful face and to hold your beautiful body in my arms again. That's what I live for.

Holding you in my arms and never letting go. Kissing you and telling you how beautiful you really are even though you don't believe me one bit.

I've been thinking about if we ever had a wedding what it would be like. A big beach wedding, seeing you in a big white wedding dress. All eyes on us, Noah in his little suit walking down with the rings.

Oh how I long for a day like that to come, our wedding day. However you would like it and I would love it as much as you do, I just want to slip the ring on your finger and call you Mrs. Hemmings. Jasmine Hemmings sounds great and would make you more perfect than you already are.

Baby girl when we see each other again, I'm going to propose. Hope and wish that you will say yes.

My heart aches from being again way from you for so long.

I love you x

Luke xox

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Soo, I didn't know how to put it 'that way no way' so it's really random and I used the 2 lines from the song.

Much love

~ Clifford X