If You Knew the Truth

Connections

Chapter 15
( 3 months later )
Finns pov :
Its been 3 months since Quinn got pregnant, she's finally starting to show and I'm really excited to have this baby with her , I'm nervous though; her parents kicked her out and now she's living with my mom and I . As for Rachel and I, well there is no Rachel and I , she's Pucks girl now and I told Quinn I would stop talking to her. I walked into glee club when as Mr.Shue wrote on the board, "Letters" . He turned around and said, "The next few weeks we're going to write letters to one person and that one person only. I want you all to tell that person your deepest darkest secrets and then at the end of the three weeks I will give that person your letters and I will give these letters to the person I choose . " He said. "Mr. Shue what does this have to do with show choir?" I asked him. "Its way for us to become one learning eachothers secrets and becoming a family . So go to a part of the room and start writing when you're done I'll seal it . " He said . We all went to our separate corners and started to write. I took out a peice of paper and started to write ,
"To whoevers reading this:
You don't know this but my heart is breaking. Everytime I look at him , everytime I think of him , every time he talks . I just wanna tell him. Tell him that I love him, tell him that I want to be with him. I know we can't though, I know we can't be together , she's having his baby who am I to tell him to be with me when she's having his baby..."
(Meanwhile with Finn)
"I don't want to give her up , she's like this drug, she's addictive and everytime I see her with him it makes me want her even more. We have this connection like no other and I think if it weren't for Quinn being pregnant we would be together. I love her. "

(With Quinn )
"How do you tell someone that they're not the father of there child ? He means so much to me but I can't bare to tell him that Pucks the real dad it would kill him and the last thing I want to do is hurt him. "

(With Puck)
"I don't love my girlfriend, I want to but I already love someone else ."

(Back to Rachel)
"He's the only one who knows, know that I cut myself , that I feel worthless and unloveable. Anyway thanks for listening .
-Rachel"

I folded up the letter and put it in the envelope handing it to Mr.Shue and leaving.