I ran to my apartment, clicking the elavator button repeatedly but it won't open. I ran to the stairs and went up until it's 10th floor. Damn my legs! I was wearing a dress for god sake. I ran again to my home. I typed the passwords and went in. Sighed. I ran up to here without waiting for the elavator but my apartment are still dark. No one's there.
I chuckled and switch on the lights. I took off my shoes and put it in the wardrobe. I walked to the living room when I saw a tall figure standing against the clear mirror wall, crossing his arms, staring at me with a stern look.
And yes..
It's him.
Kim Hanbin. The B.I guy.
I smiled as if nothing happened, " Why are you standing there? Sit down "
He didn't answered.
I was sitting on the precious sofa, with my heart beating million times faster, I took the remote to switch on the tv and break the silence. He was still standing. Damn it! He's going to kill me now. I'm dead! I'm dead!
" Where are you from? " The first question came out from his mouth.
" H-huh? " Jung Hana! Why are you stuttering?!
" I'm from the ah, amusement park. W-with Soyoon " I said and forced a nervous smile.
" Have fun? " He asked.
I bit my lip, why is he asking difficult questions for god sake?! What I'm going to say? Yes I have fun with Soyoon. Or should I say, No?
" Do you have fun? " He asked again.
I looked at him in the eyes, damn his stern looks are killing my courages!
" Tsh, it doesn't matter if I have fun or not. How's your day? " I asked cherishly.
" Don't change the topic, Jung Hana " He said.
" O-oh " I blinked my eyes few times. Damn! What I'm going to say!
He let out a deep sigh and grabbed his phone on the table roughly. I looked at him going out of my apartment.
Jung Hana! What have you done?! Follow him!
Wait. Do I have too? I don't do anything wrong.
Kim Hanbin POV
Heol. I'm so depressed out. I'm worrying over her again. Why did she have to make me worry about her all the time? I'm hurting. This is the second time I found out she's not home. And don't even leave text to me. I'm panic as hell after I finished the practice with my members.
I walked out of her apartment with angrier in my heart. I want to mad at her again but it's no use. I don't want her to left me because of my acts. I sighed. I can't say anything. I don't know what to say. I'm speechless. It's either her to apologize or we're not going to talk for few days. Believe me.
I called my manager.
- Phone conversation -
Manager : Hanbin-ah. Why?
Hanbin : Fetch me hyung.
Manager : Where are you?
Hanbin : Place where you drop me earlier.
Manager : Okay then. Wait there. Be careful. Don't let people know who you are.
Hanbin : Okay hyung
Obviously. No one knows who am I. I was wearing a black hoodie, with my bare-faced, and usual clothes.
Suddenly I felt someone hugging me from the bag. I was startled. I smelt Hana's perfume. It must be her.
" Sorry " She mumbled.
I lifted my head up. I turned around and took out my hands from my pockets. I hold her shoulder.
" Sorry. Hanbin-ah. I-I won't forget what you say again. I'm so sorry " She bit her lip and tears fell from her beautiful eyes.
I was freaking speechless. I don't know how to react to her. In the end, I just hugged her.
" Don't cry " I said and let go of the hug. " My manager is going to be here, so, go back. " I hold her wet cheeks.
" Yeah. " She nodded.
" Good night. " I said.
" You too " She let out a sweet smile.
She walked back, entering the building slowly. Am I too cold? Am I that stern? Am I rude? I can't throw this behavior. I live like this.
After few minutes waiting, my manager with our black van came to fetch me. I got into the van and we went back to iKON's dorm. Before I enter the building, my manager called my name.
" Hanbin-ah "
" Yes? " I raised my eyebrows.
" Here. This is the VVIP ticket I get for you. " He said, handed me the ticket.
" Thank you hyung. I'll transfer the money tomorrow " I smiled forcedly.
" Okay " He nodded.
I entered our dorm with a serious look on my face.
Kim Jinhwan POV
The moment where Hanbin entered our dorm, with his stern looks. Heol. What's wrong with him? I was watching tv with Jiwon, Donghyuk and Chanwoo. Junhoe and Yunhyeong was washing their clothes.
" Hyung, " Chanwoo flinched my arm.
" Hanbin-ah. Have you eaten? " I asked.
Without looking at me, he only hummed " Mmm "
I can smell something fishy. He was okay earlier. Yesterday. He was being happy as heaven. But this night, serious look?
After few minutes,
" Hyung, go after him. I'm worried " Donghyuk said.
" Yes hyung " Chanwoo nodded.
" You know how Hanbin are, right? " Jiwon asked and all of them nodded.
" Okay " I said walked to our room.
Hanbin was changing his clothes after having his shower. He usually takes longer time when showering but now, he's quick.
I sit on my bed.
" What's wrong? " I asked him.
He hesitated to tell me.
" Nothing " The only word he said.
" Hanbin-ah. If you have problems just share it with us. " I said.
" It's nothing. I'm just being too emotional. " He replied.
Being too emotional? Ah yes! I know what is it.
" Is this about Jung Hana? " I asked carefully and he nodded. See? I know it.
" Why? " I asked.
" Ah " He sighed. " I think I'm too cold to her " He sighed.
" Then? " I asked.
" She didn't tell me everytime she goes out. I don't care if she goes out with a guy or girl. But can she atleast tell me. But when I think about it again, I don't have rights too. I'm not her boyfriend. " Hanbin sighed again and hold his forehead.
" I might don't know how you are going to handle this. But since its been like that, be her boyfriend. You'll be a good one. I believe that. Control your anger. I know you can. " I caressed his back.
" I really don't know hyung. I showed everything that if other girls, they'll quickly thought if I liked them, but Hana is just. Huh "
" Try again with sincerity from your heart. You can do it. I'll always be right your side. Don't be like this. Other members are worried about you too. "
" Yeah. Say sorry to them. "
" Okay. Have a rest Hanbin-ah. "
