Jung Hana POV
" This is all your fault! I hate you! " I shouted to Hanbin and pushed him away. I regret my decision to buy some coffee before going to Soyeon's house.
I sighed deeply and ran to the toilet. I was just trying and giving my love to Jaebum. I was trying to accept him as my future husband but Hanbin broke everything. Its not like I will be able to marry him even if he stop. I hate him so much. I really hate him.
I went out of the toilet and I saw Hanbin standing, waited for me to leave the toilet. I walked away but he grabbed my arms.
" Let me go, "
" Hana. Please. We can restart and I promise this time, I won't be as busy as I was before, "
" I don't give a single fckin care with your promises. That was all unbelievable. Your idol life is your life and your job, why are you making me getting in your way? I don't love you anymore and please accept that as a fact. I love and like Jaebum. He is my future husband but you ruined everything. We was planning to get married but again, you ruin my future after you ruined my whole life with just a picture before, " I spitted out everything.
He looked at me with his mad looks. I was more way angry for him to make me feel like this. Why try to be closer to me when he broke my heart? I am not a replacement.
I swayed away my arms from his grip and ran to the toilet with all my might. It was tough. Too hard for me to go through. Though sometimes I got the thought of giving a second chance, it still couldn't lose the scars he has created. I still love him indeed. But not as deep as before. I hate him.
Kim Hanbin POV
So she loves Jaebum? That guy which she was supposed to marry? Whoever the fcuk he is, he will never gain any loves from MY Hana. She will and is forever mine. No matter what happen. And I don't even giving a single fucking care if our CEO didn't allow for me to have a relationship with her. I will do it with all my might. I'll fight for my lovelife. Ofcourse I do love music, but both of it, is important. Being married doesn't mean I have to stop making music.
Again, the same night, I went to a stall and had some soju. I was really drunk that I accidentally called a trainee that was working together with my group for their debut song, named Chaeyoung. I don't even know why I called her.
Park Chaeyoung (Rosè) POV
I was sitting on the floor in our practice room at YG. But my phone suddenly rang and I took it out of my bag. I was so shocked when I saw Hanbin sunbaenim called me.
[Phone conversation]
C - Hello?
H - Oh? Hana!
C - What one? (Hana means 1 in korean)
H - Hana-ya
C - Sunbae, are you drunk?
H - Why the hell you called me sunbae? I am Kim Hanbin!
C - Where are you?
H - What? Here, stall something. I don't know...
C - Wait there sunbae, I will come
H - Huh?
C - *hangs up*
" Where are you going Chaeyoung-ah? " My teammate, Jennie unnie asked.
" Nothing, I got something up so don't wait for me because I'll go back straight to our dorm later, bye, " I said and grabbed my bag.
I walked down to the stall which he was describing. Hanbin sunbae has been my first crush eversince I saw him on the TV. I was a kid I know. But as I grow older, I got to enter YG as I wanted to get closer to him. But the dorm for male trainees and female's are so far away even the practice building. I only got the chance of meeting him during I was recording in the studio with GD sunbae. He was there. My heart was thumping so hard whenever I saw him.
When the rumors flies regarding Hanbin sunbae has been dating someone recently, my heart was broken into pieces. I was jealous and mad at the girl who got Hanbin sunbae. I loved him eversince I was a kid. I was trying hard to be noticed but the girl got all his attention even she was staying out of YG.
But the rumors was off after iKON comeback and it has been 3 years that I Iived happily. And recently, we met each other more because of my team's upcoming debut. I was never expecting that iKON's leader is going to guide for our choreography. I was so excited when I met him.
Arrived at the stall, I saw him lying his head on the table in his drunk state.
" What should I do? " I asked myself.
I walked closer to his table, stood infront of him and said, " Sunbae.. "
He lifted his head up and looked at me then smiled. For the first time in forever, he ever smiled at me. I admit, I was fluttering as hell.
" Come here, " he waves his fingers and pulled a chair beside him.
" Sunbae, are you okay? " I asked
" Huh? N..no! No. I am not okay. Never been okay! " He said drunkly.
" I think we should go home sunbae. I am sure you got another schedule tomorrow. What if CEO Yang finds out you are drunk? You might got banned from going out freely next time. And- " I was stopped.
IS THIS EVEN REAL? OH MY GOD! THIS IS A DREAM?! NO PARK CHAEYOUNG! OH LORD!
Hanbin sunbae KISSED me! DAMN! I was overwhelmed as hell. And I was shocked ofcourse. My first kiss has been stolen by my first crush! Every girls dream!
I carried him to his dorm. I rang the door bell and Jinhwan sunbae opened the door. He was startled to meet me.
" Chaeyoung? What are you? God? Hanbin? Why are you two together? " He asked.
" No. I was at the company earlier but Hanbin sunbae called me so I came over to the stall and bring him home. Sorry sunbae, " I bowed my head a little as my body are so heavy due to carrying Hanbin sunbae.
" I see. Oh let me carry him to our bedroom, " Jinhwan sunbae said then Junhoe sunbae came from the back.
" Oh? Hyung? You okay? He's drunk? " He asked Jinhwan sunbae and he nodded.
" Shall I help- " I was trying to offer a hand but Junhoe sunbae cutted me off.
" No. I think it will be better if you just go back to your dorm or continuing the practices, " He said.
To be real honest, that was damn pissing me off. I turned my back and went to my dorm.
Jung Hana POV
" Soyeon-ah!!!!! " I shouted.
" Oh my lord, JUNG HANA! Can you even behave? Shut up! " She shouted back.
I was drunk. Too drunk. 101% drunk as I bought 5 more bottles of soju on my way here and Soyeon bought me 2 bottles of soju.
" Soyeon-ah, " I cried.
" What the? You was screaming but now crying? " She asked.
" I- I was just telling him- no. I lied. I lied to him! I lied! "
" What do you mean? "
" I miss Hanbin. He was the only one who could bring the old me back. But- I felt guilty towards Jaebum, " I cried more now.
" Oh my god. Your life is so..complicated "
" I wanna die " I sighed and doomed, fall asleep.
