Jung Hana POV
Finally! A big family gathering! So excited!
I wore the appropriate clothes for that night. I'll tell about my scholarship to New York tonight.
But things didn't go well as how I planned. My real mom didn't allow me to go to New York. I was speechless. I wanna go there and forget Hanbin and everyone related to him. But mom didn't let me.
I was standing outside on the verandah area while sipping hot coffee.
" Hana-ya, " Soojung unnie patted my back.
" Yes? " I raised my eyebrows.
" You know what? Sometimes we can't forget and give up on something or someone that we really love just because of one reason, "
" What do you mean? " I asked.
" I'm just giving advice here. Just like me. I love acting but I debuted as a singer. But I never forget my talent for acting and I keep on fighting for it. And lastly, I got to act too, "
" I know. But I'm not that strong as you, "" You are. But it haven't hit you yet. Not yet. You have to fight for what you love. Life is hard. That's why we have to fight for our life, "
" Thank you unnie, "
" No problem sissy, " She smiled and gave me a sisterly hug.
The next morning, I went to my apartment with Soojung unnie.
" I'll send you until here only, okay? " Soojung unnie said as I got off the car.
" Okay unnie. Thank you. " I waved my hands.
" Its been a long time, my apartment, " I grinned to myself.
I don't know whether it's just me or my imagination. It feels like Hanbin is here everyday.
Forget her, Hana. This is the right time.
After I finish re-organized my clothes in my wardrobe, I organized my makeup tools on the table. I saw a white paper on the bed.
" I miss you "
Jung Hana! Get a grip of yourself!
I put the note in the drawer and walked to the kitchen.
" Let's eat together once you arrive home "
I closed my eyes and ate some instant ramen in the living room. I was searching for remote control to watch tv.
" I'll always watching you from this tv "
" The heck? Is he everywhere? " I said to myself and switch on the tv.
I widened my eyes as I saw him on the tv with his members performing Apology.
Why does it sound so relatable to me? Aish! Stop thinking nonsense!
I finished my instant ramen and took my shower.
I saw a note again sticked on the bathroom door.
" I love you "
" I wish this is the last, Kim Hanbin, " I said.
I wore my sleeping attires and lied on my bed.
" I miss you "
I widened my eyes.
" God?! Did I just say I miss him? Oh my god! I must be crazy! "
I off to my deep sleep.
The next morning was nothing much. I can't wait for my graduation day next week.
My phone rang, it's Soyoon.
Phone conversation:
S - Hello, Hana-ya
H - Yes?
S - Are you free?
H - Ofcourse. Why?
S - Let's meet. Can you?
H - Sure. Where?
S - X Cafè
H - Okay. See you there
S - Eo.I hang up and changed my clothes. I wore a soft pink sweater and white mini skirt.
" Change your pants! "
" No! Why should I? High waisted pants is pretty! "
" You change or I'll change it for you? "
" Aish! "I chuckled to myself as I remembered when Hanbin told me to change my 'too-much-revealing-skin' pants.
I looked myself on the reflection of the mirror and changed my mini skirt into a black skinny jeans. I took my sling bag and my sneakers.
I walked to the X Cafè, where Soyoon wants to meet me. I saw her sitting at the usual spot.
" Hey " I smiled to her. She looks gloomy though.
" Hey " She greeted in soulless.
" What's wrong? " I asked as I sat next to her. She shooked her head as a sign of nothing.
" Hana-ya " She called out my name.
I looked at her, suddenly she hugged me tighly.
Okay, I sense something bad happened.
" What's wrong? " I asked again.
" I'm going to L.A. next week, " She said.
" H-huh? Why? You're going to study there? " I asked.
" Nope. I'm following my husband, " She replied.
I flinched, " H-husband? Really? "
She nodded.
" Heol. I've been away couple of weeks but you're already married. What happen? " I asked in disbelief.
" It's an arranged marriage. Well, at first I didn't like him. I got so much drunk earlier this year and I was almost getting rape by an ahjussi. He helped me. I hate him for helping me because I don't wanna married in young age. He's not that young but not that old. Around his 20's too. He always clinged on to me. Followed me wherever I'm going. I want to escape my life because of him. Then one day, he made me realize that I can't live without him. I almost got car accident and luckily he's there. He save me. Even he knows that it will spare his live but he still saves me. So I decided to agree with the marriage. He always save me when I'm in trouble and care for me, " Soyoon explained.
" What the heck? We are still young, yet you're already married, " I teased.
" So, go marry quickly then, " She smiled.
" With who? I don't even have any boyfriend, " I said.
" Han- " I cutted her sentence and asks why she have to go to L.A.
" See? Every guys in our University likes you and including that one particular guy. But you ignores him. You love him right? " She asked.
" Soyoon-ah. I feel uneasy about this. " I said.
" Sorry. Anyway, my husband has business thing to be done there. That's why I have to move there, " She said.
" I see. When will you go back here? " I asked.
" I don't know yet. Please send me to the airport next week. " She said and I smiled.
" Sure. " I grinned.
