Jung Hana POV
Finally! A big family gathering! So excited!
I wore the appropriate clothes for that night. I'll tell about my scholarship to New York tonight.
But things didn't go well as how I planned. My real mom didn't allow me to go to New York. I was speechless. I wanna go there and forget Hanbin and everyone related to him. But mom didn't let me.
I was standing outside on the verandah area while sipping hot coffee.
" Hana-ya, " Soojung unnie patted my back.
" Yes? " I raised my eyebrows.
" You know what? Sometimes we can't forget and give up on something or someone that we really love just because of one reason, "
" What do you mean? " I asked.
" I'm just giving advice here. Just like me. I love acting but I debuted as a singer. But I never forget my talent for acting and I keep on fighting for it. And lastly, I got to act too, "
" I know. But I'm not that strong as you, "
" You are. But it haven't hit you yet. Not yet. You have to fight for what you love. Life is hard. That's why we have to fight for our life, "
" Thank you unnie, "
" No problem sissy, " She smiled and gave me a sisterly hug.
The next morning, I went to my apartment with Soojung unnie.
" I'll send you until here only, okay? " Soojung unnie said as I got off the car.
" Okay unnie. Thank you. " I waved my hands.
" Its been a long time, my apartment, " I grinned to myself.
I don't know whether it's just me or my imagination. It feels like Hanbin is here everyday.
Forget her, Hana. This is the right time.
After I finish re-organized my clothes in my wardrobe, I organized my makeup tools on the table. I saw a white paper on the bed.
" I miss you "
Jung Hana! Get a grip of yourself!
I put the note in the drawer and walked to the kitchen.
" Let's eat together once you arrive home "
I closed my eyes and ate some instant ramen in the living room. I was searching for remote control to watch tv.
" I'll always watching you from this tv "
" The heck? Is he everywhere? " I said to myself and switch on the tv.
I widened my eyes as I saw him on the tv with his members performing Apology.
Why does it sound so relatable to me? Aish! Stop thinking nonsense!
I finished my instant ramen and took my shower.
I saw a note again sticked on the bathroom door.
" I love you "
" I wish this is the last, Kim Hanbin, " I said.
I wore my sleeping attires and lied on my bed.
" I miss you "
I widened my eyes.
" God?! Did I just say I miss him? Oh my god! I must be crazy! "
I off to my deep sleep.
The next morning was nothing much. I can't wait for my graduation day next week.
My phone rang, it's Soyoon.
Phone conversation:
S - Hello, Hana-ya
H - Yes?
S - Are you free?
H - Ofcourse. Why?
S - Let's meet. Can you?
H - Sure. Where?
S - X Cafè
H - Okay. See you there
S - Eo.
I hang up and changed my clothes. I wore a soft pink sweater and white mini skirt.
" Change your pants! "
" No! Why should I? High waisted pants is pretty! "
" You change or I'll change it for you? "
" Aish! "
I chuckled to myself as I remembered when Hanbin told me to change my 'too-much-revealing-skin' pants.
I looked myself on the reflection of the mirror and changed my mini skirt into a black skinny jeans. I took my sling bag and my sneakers.
I walked to the X Cafè, where Soyoon wants to meet me. I saw her sitting at the usual spot.
" Hey " I smiled to her. She looks gloomy though.
" Hey " She greeted in soulless.
" What's wrong? " I asked as I sat next to her. She shooked her head as a sign of nothing.
" Hana-ya " She called out my name.
I looked at her, suddenly she hugged me tighly.
Okay, I sense something bad happened.
" What's wrong? " I asked again.
" I'm going to L.A. next week, " She said.
" H-huh? Why? You're going to study there? " I asked.
" Nope. I'm following my husband, " She replied.
I flinched, " H-husband? Really? "
She nodded.
" Heol. I've been away couple of weeks but you're already married. What happen? " I asked in disbelief.
" It's an arranged marriage. Well, at first I didn't like him. I got so much drunk earlier this year and I was almost getting rape by an ahjussi. He helped me. I hate him for helping me because I don't wanna married in young age. He's not that young but not that old. Around his 20's too. He always clinged on to me. Followed me wherever I'm going. I want to escape my life because of him. Then one day, he made me realize that I can't live without him. I almost got car accident and luckily he's there. He save me. Even he knows that it will spare his live but he still saves me. So I decided to agree with the marriage. He always save me when I'm in trouble and care for me, " Soyoon explained.
" What the heck? We are still young, yet you're already married, " I teased.
" So, go marry quickly then, " She smiled.
" With who? I don't even have any boyfriend, " I said.
" Han- " I cutted her sentence and asks why she have to go to L.A.
" See? Every guys in our University likes you and including that one particular guy. But you ignores him. You love him right? " She asked.
" Soyoon-ah. I feel uneasy about this. " I said.
" Sorry. Anyway, my husband has business thing to be done there. That's why I have to move there, " She said.
" I see. When will you go back here? " I asked.
" I don't know yet. Please send me to the airport next week. " She said and I smiled.
" Sure. " I grinned.
