[a/n: Happy birthday to our lead starring cast for My Type! Kim Hanbin! Happy 20th birthday! Or 21st in KR age?]
Kim Hanbin POV
Marriage? What the hell? Future husband? Step over my body first. Hana is mine.
" Are you okay? " She suddenly asked and I was a bit startled since I was cursing so much in my mind.
" Maybe " I said and looked away.
Am I being jealous? What the? Wake up Hanbin! Hana and you got nothing left. Both of you was over since 3 years ago.
...
I saw Hana went to the kitchen.
Should I talk to her about this? Should I confess properly and asked if I can- uh no. Forget that.
But..
Should I?
I gave myself a battle between yes or no by the random music videos aired on the tv. If it will be iKON's songs, it'll be a yes but if it's not iKON's songs, that's a no.
I was waiting patiently after the CL sunbaenim's Lifted to end. *drum rolls*
' neoneun nae chwi-hyang~ '
What the hell? It's My Type! Damn it. I don't wanna do this but.. its for my own good.
I stood up from the sofa and went to the kitchen in a sudden emotion and serious face. I grabbed her arms and she was damn shocked by my actions.
" Ya! What are you doing?! " She asked but I ignored.
" Let my arms go! " - ignored
" Kim Hanbin! " - ignored
But I guess she gathered all her strength to stop me from walking. She stopped but I still hold her arms. I looked at her.
" Are you crazy? You know we can never be together again. Why are you doing this to me? Why are you making my life difficult? I had been bashed like ever since someone uploaded our pictures on SNS. My mom asked why I was being bashed. And when I told her that. She hates you. I really don't know what to do with you. I had been suffering for all those years so please, don't make my life hard again. You know the reasons well. And even if we still like each other, an official relationship? That will likely never to be happen. I'm suck with this life, in which sometimes I thought of givi- "
Smooch. I kissed her lips. She talked too much and that hurts me.
I stopped and said " Everytime you said anything about giving up, I'll kiss you " and kissed her again.
She was of course not giving any reaction to my kisses but I don't care. I love her too much and unconditionally. I can't control myself.
She pushed my chest hardly and pang! She slapped me hard. I was moved.
" Don't you ever meet me again. I never wanna meet or having any kind of relationship with you, " she said and grabbed her bag on the sofa then went out of the apartment.
I sighed, " I guess that's not the way "
Sometimes I wished the fans not to be too bash-ers. It hurts me whenever they bashed someone or not me but other idols too. We are just only the normal human being that did mistakes and loves someone special. They will never understand our life.
Jung Hana POV
I went out of the apartment while crying. I bursts out crying hard as I grabbed my bag and put on my shoes.
What the fcuk did I just did? I slapped him hard and even said harsh things to him. It hurts me too while saying it. But who am I to be in a relationship with a guy like him?
I shouldn't regret the words I has said. I hope he take that deeply and plans never wants to meet me ever again.
I drove my car to Soyeon's house. Her husband fled to Paris and her daughter is staying with my 'JeKry' sisters. I knocked on the door, and after a minute, it was opened.
" Do you have soju? " I asked her and wemt into her house.
" What? Soju? I don't have them, " She replied and closed the door.
" Can you go buy for me 10 bottles? " I asked while my eyes closed and sitting on her sofa.
" 10?! What you're going to do with that? A cake?! " She shouted.
" Just go buy for me. I beg you, " I said in a low voice.
" If that makes you okay, I'll go out for awhile. Don't do any stupid things and tell me everything later, " She warned
" Ya, I'm not that stupid, Park Soyeon, " I looked at her and she rolled her eyes.
" You're stupid sometimes " She mumbled.
" Don't you ever meet me again. I never wanna meet or having any kind of relationship with you "
Just what on earth I said? 'Never wanna meet' or having 'any kind of relationship'? Oh my god. I hate my mouth and heart for saying and later regretted everything I had said. He must be hurting. He must be hating me for all his life now. For rejecting him when he wanna do right this time. I'm so stupid. Soyeon is right. I am stupid sometimes and I let my stupidity controlled myself earlier.
" Here " Soyeon broke my thoughts and put 10 bottles of soju on the table. I knocked the top of the bottle and opened it with a spoon that she brought over.
" Are you going to drink like that? " She asked but too late for a glass, I gulped the soju and it only lefts less than half in the bottle.
" Oh my God. Dirty! What happen? " She asked and took her seat infront of me.
" I don't know. I regretted everything I had done today. "
" Why is that? "
" I said stupid things to Hanbin. I told him I never wanna meet him or having any relationship with him. Not even friends " I said and drink again.
" H-hanbin?! You are meeting him again?! H-how come?! Oh my God! " She snapped the table.
" Yeah.. I met him.. When I brought Jiyoon to DDM. We met, "
" He knows that Jiyoon is not your daughter? " She asked.
" Why would he think that? Of course he didn't know, "
" Damn girl! Of course he would think like that. He must be thinking about it right now! Jiyoon got the same facial features like you and of course he thought she is your daughter!, " She shouted and that made me gross.
I took another bottle and another one and another one again and it only lefts like 4 bottles. And I am completely drunk right now.
Park Soyeon POV
I came back into the living room after having my shower. Damn Jung Hana. She slept and my house is full with soju's smell! If my husband come home tomorrow, he will be mad. So I decided to call him...
