The next day, I woke up early, after shower, I wore my high waisted skirt with a sweater tucked in.
I'm going to the shopping mall. There might be someone who'll recognized me. My hair was in light brown colour.
First, I opened the pack of the temporary hairdye. I coloured my hair in black. It tooks 30 minutes for the colour fully matched. I changed my hairstyle to another side and made it like curtain from the front.
After finished dressing, I grabbed my sling bag and my ballerina flats and went downstairs.
Mom saw me and asked, " Where are you going? You're dyeing your hair or its fake? "
" I'm going out to buy a new phone mom. It's temporary dye. " I replied.
" Sure then, be careful. " Mom gave a peck on my cheeks.
I went to the shopping mall with the driver. It was kind of awkward and different for me, I was about to ride a taxi but mom insists me to go there with a driver. Till we arrived, I told the driver I'll call him when I finished and he gave his number written on a torn paper.
I walked into the shopping mall with my bare-faced and wearing a round sunglasses. I put all my hair on my left shoulder. I went to the mobile phone store and quickly purchased a new phone. And then walked to where the number phones sold. After finished buying all of them, I went out and bumped with someone.
He was kind of suspicious since he's wearing black clothes and a black snapback with black sunglass. Suddenly what came into my thoughts, I can't expose my face.
" Jung Hana, I know it's you. " A voice shouted.
Don't look behind, Jung Hana.
" Stop there "
Don't stop.
" Jung Hana! Do you want me to pull you over? "
Everyone was looking at me, I got no choice but to stop walking and turn around to the guy. Damn. Out of all guys why it must be Hanbin. He hold my hands tightly.
" Let me go " I said and tried to escape my hands.
" You're gone just like that. Not even replying my messages and you're not even answering the phone! " He shouted.
Luckily, at a right time, my driver arrived without me calling him. I pushed his hands.
" Stop finding me. Because I'm nothing. I'll only ruin your carrier if you keeps on searching for me " I said and about to walk away but he grabbed my arms.
" Let me go! " I shouted.
" Do you think it's easy? " He asked.
" Huh? " I furrowed my eyebrows.
" Do you think it's easy to stop finding you? Because I can't never stop even if I tried. I can't. The carrier that I build for so many years that I finally became what I wanted t become. I got my dreams. But never forget, even if people will bashed you out due to our picture, just for one picture, Jung Hana, I will never dump you. It's a stupid reason. I might leave and didn't care for you in actions but deep in heart, I never leave. If you want to go, you're free to go. Remember, I'll keep on searching for you. And that's not a warn. " is he telling me everything right now? What's his point? I let go of my arms and got into the black car.
Hanbin-ah. I'm sorry for leaving. I don't want you to burden just because of one trash like me. Why should I met you? Why should we know each other? Now I'm already known by your celebrity friends. I'm worried. I'm worried for my future too. But how am I able to forget those memories? You're right. Just because of one picture. I won't let us to be separated. But I have no powers. I wish you could forget me.
I feel so burdened.
Kim Hanbin POV
She left. She leave with the black car. She really didn't understand what I said? I wanted her to stay. Stay with me forever until the last day of my life.
I hold my tears. I shouldn't cry. She might be needing some spaces. But Jung Hana, I'll find you no matter what it takes.
...
At home, I was drunk. I purchased three bottles of soju. Why should I be drunk when she don't even love me? Maybe I'm loving her? Tsk.
I became blurry and cursed so much. Jinhwan hyung and Junhoe who woke up to drink water, realized I'm still in the kitchen, sitting on the dinner table. Being drunk. Cursing.
Kim Jinhwan POV
I still haven't sleep. Seeing Hanbin's bed are still empty, I'm so worried. Where's he for God sake?
I decided to take some water. Who knows Hanbin is outside.
" Hyung, where you going? " Junhoe asked as he flinched his hair.
" Drinking water. You? " I asked back.
" Me too " He said.
He's not in the living room either. We walked to the kitchen together. I'm so shocked when I saw bottles of soju on the dinner table with Hanbin lying his head on the table.
" H-hyung.. " Junhoe flinched my arms.
" Hanbin-ah. What's wrong? " I asked.
" Hyung " Junhoe asked too.
" Hoi~ I said stop.. You, you, you, aish " Hanbin talked gibberish.
" Kim Hanbin " I called out his name.
" Hyung, you're okay? " Junhoe asked him again.
" Aish. I'm okaaaay. Can't you see? Hehehe " I was holding my anger. Why is he drunking himself?
" Hanbin-ah, let's go into the room " I said.
He was about to pour soju again in his glass. I grabbed the bottles.
" Stop it Kim Hanbin! " I shouted. Junhoe was caressing my back.
" Why? Why do I have to stop? Yah~ I will never stop. I can never stop chasing you. Do you know that? Huh? Go whe..rever you want to..go..eh.. We, you and me, huh, will meet again.. Huh.. " What is he talking about?
" You..you..huh..you never know.. Ah, no, you can't know " He chuckled while pointing his finger to us.
" Hyung what should we do? Hanbin hyung is too drunk " Junhoe asked.
" Let's get him into his room first. " I said.
We took Hanbin who was still mumbling to himself and put him on his bed.
" Will he be okay hyung? " Junhoe asked.
" He will be okay. Let's get rid of those bottles before others saw it. " I replied.
I let out a deep sigh while cleaning the bottle, " Why is he drunking himself.. "
After throwing the trash, Junhoe suddenly pulled my arms to stop me, " Hyung, perhaps.. "
" Why? " I raised my eyebrows.
" Ah, I'm just guessing though " He furrowed his eyebrows.
" What? " I asked again.
" Is this matters with Hana noona? " Oh my freaking Pears. Why is he bringing it up..
" Why should it matter with her? " I pretended not to know anything.
" I'm guessing. " He chuckled.
" Ah ah, go sleep now " I said and he nodded.
When I think of it again, all the words from Hanbin's mouth are no other than to Hana.
