As I arrived at my office building, I ran to the elevator and went to sixth floor. I saw a guy was standing in the waiting room. He must be the one who wants to meet me.
" Is that him? " I asked Tina and she nodded.
" I'll call him over for you. Where do you want to meet? " She asked me back.
" My room " I said and she nodded again.
I walked into my room and put my back on my main desk. While I was marking something on my notes, someone came in. As I turned my face at him. I was shocked. Culture shock.
" Hana-ya " he called out my name like before. His way of calling my name was all the same name but the affection he gaves when he called my name was what I treasure so much.
Come back to your sense Hana! You're in the office and you must treat him well.
" Let's have a seat first, sir, " I said and he was like what the hell is wrong with me. When I was about to walk away he grabbed my arms in a speed of light.
This feeling..when he grabbed my arms and hugged me tightly before. I missed it so much that I wanna let him have me for whole day as in spending our time together.
" Sir? Are you kidding? Stop pretending as if you never know me, Jung Hana, " he said.
Oh damn! I feel like I wanna cry!
" Please behave. You're in my office. My workplace so please, if you got nothing to discuss just please leave me. No. Leave my office, " I said with my heavy heart.
" What if I won't? I've come here despite my busy schedule and you wanna get rid of me? You can't, " He said and pushed me to the wall.
" What are you doing?! " I shouted but he locked my arms.
" Are you cra- " and my words was cutted by a kiss. A kiss that I've been missing for over 3 years. A kiss from him. I missed it so much but I can't be like this. I moved on.
I tried to let go of my hands but he holds mine hardly and kissed me deeply. And after 30 seconds, he stopped and whispered, " I still loves you, " and continued kissing me.
The door was opened and turns out it was Tina. Hanbin quickly let go of my arms and I widened my eyes. I guess Tina was speechless.
" Oh my god! O-oh. I'm sorry Miss Jung. I'll make sure I'll knock before entering after this, " Tina said and looked down on the floors.
" What you're sorry-ing about? That's fine for us, " Hanbin said and I smacked his arms.
" Ouch! What? " He looked at me.
" I almost puke listening to that. Please, it is not okay, " I said to him.
" Well that's true for me, " He said and smiled.
And at the moment, I noticed we were acting like when we were together. I stopped talking and looked at Tina.
" What do you want? " I asked her.
" U-uh. Nothing. I just- uh never mind. I can tell you later, " She said and closed the door.
" So since she left, shall we continue? " He winked.
" Go away! You are so shameless, " I shouted and grabbed my bag. I should've not agree to this appointment. Its so damn ew.
" Let's go together " he said and wrap his hands on my shoulder.
" Excuse me? " I said and went out of my room. I saw Tina looking at me weirdly.
" What? " I asked and suddenly Hanbin wrapped his hands around my shoulder.
" We're not together! " I shouted. For sure I think Tina don't know Hanbin since he got his makeup undone and even dressed very casually.
" Where the heck you think we're going? " I asked in annoyed.
" Your home, "
" Excuse me? "
He smiled. Damn that smile!
" Car keys " He handed out his hand.
" No way "
" In that case, I will sleep in your off- " he haven't finishes his words and I throwed the car keys on his hands.
He drove all the way to a cafe that we used to go together. It was awkward but damn comfortable.
" Excuse! 2 bottles of soju and fried chicken please! " he shouted.
I smacked his hands, " Don't shout. It's obvious " and he smiles.
As our foods arrived,
" I'll send you home " He said while eating.
" What? No it's okay, "
" Please "
" Wait. Do you have your car license already? " I asked
" Um- "
" Oh my god! Don't tell me?! " I shouted.
" I got one already. Don't worry, " he said.
I was almost cursed to let a guy without license to drive my car around. If we got caught, I will be the one paying the fine.
We drank soju, and its damn refreshing.
" Sorry I can't drink so much since I got schedule tomorrow, " he said. But I don't care. Its up to him if he wanna drink much or not.
Kim Hanbin POV
I let Hana drink soju and I don't even stop her. I know its bad for her health but it seems like she has stressed herself so much from what I see on her face. She looks very tired.
" I really hate my life! " She shouted suddenly
I was startled and asked what's wrong.
" Its, uh, my mom.. She forced me to marry Jaebum.. Why him? I got someone that I love to death but why forces me to marry someone that I don't even love? " She said while drinking another glass of soju. She gets easily drunk.
But what?
Why did Hana was forced to marry? And Jaebum? Who the hell is he? Was he better than me that her mom likes him? Did Hana's family hated me for breaking up with her? And Hana got someone that she loves to death? Who the hell is that? Perhaps Jinwoo hyung? No. Be positive Kim Hanbin. He would not stab you again. He said he moved on already. Maybe because she is drunk right now.
" Uh, I wanna drink more. Auntie! Give me- " Hana haven't finishes her word but I closed her mouth with my hands. Before she get any worse, she should've stopped.
" What the- Let me go! " She shouted but I grabbed her bag and brought her outside.
Suddenly she closes her mouth and coughed. Then vomitted. She's cute. I knkw its weird to say she's cute while she was vomiting. A light drinker? I don't think so.
She was sleeping and I drove back to her old apartment. I know she doesn't live there anymore but I rented the apartment and paid for the rent every month though I didn't stay there. Sometimes, I'll visit and sleep there. Where our memories started, I shouldn't leave it just like that or let the momeries disappear.
I carried her in a piggyback style. Even the password, I was still setting the same password. The setting in the apartment was all the same like before. How much I misses and remember meeting her everyday like we used to before. I put her in the room that we used to cuddled up. And without realizing, I slept beside her. With her head on my hands while hugging me like a pillow.
I wish this will lasts forever but what can I do when she is going to marry a guy with forces from her mom? I have to accept the fact. Married or not, she will always be mine in my heart and life.
