Kim Hanbin POV
" JUST WHO THE HELL JAEBUM WAS? HOW DARE HE FORCES MY BAE MARRYING HIM? I hate him. So much, " I ranted in my room and kicked all my pillows.
" GAY ASSHOLE! DAMN! " I shouted in the kitchen.
" What are you angry about? Bin-ah, " Jinhwan hyung asked
" Huh? A-angry? No no no. I am not, " I faked a laugh. Damn this superb cruel life.
" If I meet the guy, I will kick his ass as soon as I sees him! " I shouted and that made me even weirder to them.
" Is this about Chaeyoung or what? " Jiwon hyung asked and I shook my head as a sign for no.
" Its Hana. She told me that she's going to marry someone sooner. And damn I am so freaking curious to know who the hell the guy is, "
" Do you still like her? "
" No. I LOVE HER. I really love her that I think I might be crazy if she wasn't born, " I said.
" So who is the guy? " They asked
" I don't know. His name is Jaebum. And I called him jerk. That jerk got no feels, "
" I am sure he can't rap, sing and dance well. Or don't know how to these either. Hana likes a guy who is multi talented not only focusing on his life qualities, " I said.
And I admit. I literally being too much saying that it made my members felt weird seeing me.
Jung Hana POV
Should I call him? Or? No? Should I? God! What should I do?!
I took my phone on the coffee table and dialled his number. But he didn't answer. Was he mad about that still? I can't afford to lose him.
My phone beeped and it was a text from him.
From: Crazy Fiancée
Why did you call?
Yes. I was working on Jaebum. And I know from his way of replying is literally rude and I know he is pissed off still.
To: Crazy Fiancée
Answer my calls. We need to discuss. Or can we meet now?
From: Crazy Fiancée
I am busy
To: Crazy Fiancée
Busy? Even at night? Well at least spare some time for me.
From: Crazy Fiancée
OK fine. At Han River, now
I ran to my room and changed my clothes. I combed my straight hair and grabbed my bag with my car keys.
...
I drove to Han river. And saw his figure standing, waiting for me. So, he's not busy then? It feels as if he was standing there from earlier too.
" Jaebum-ah, "
He looked at me, with his annoyed face.
" What do you want to talk about? I think we ended this automaticallys since that day, " He asked.
" I-I know I'm wrong. But, I didn't plan to meet him on that day. I really have plans after meeting my client. I was just wanting to end everything with him. Nothing more, "
" Why are you telling me this? I don't want to know, "
OKAY DAMN THAT WAS PISSING ME OFF AS HELL.
I breathed in and out, " Right. So you really want to end it like this? After all those years? I was just trying to love you now but you wanted it to end? Oh. So I wasted my feelings for you- "
" Wasted your feelings? What? Excuse me? You was the one who doesn't worth me. I loved you for over more than three years. Even before our engagement. You never even shows a tiniest care to me. And now what? I am the one who should say that to you! You wasted my feelings. I loved you with all my heart. I gave you my heart but you never seem to accept it. And what? You was 'trying' to love me? Try? Wow. Awesome. You are my fiancé but you went to meet with other guys. I am not sure now whether I should marry you or not. We should've just broke up our engagement long time ago. Or, you could've just run away from the engagement ceremony, "
That hurts. Really hurts my pride. And I cried. Again. For the third time today.
" I am so sorry. I don't want to break it, " I said and holds his arms.
But he flinched my hands and said, " I don't want to waste my time again with you. I am not a toy that you can try or use, "
Jaebum leaves me all alone, crying while dried by the river breeze.
Why is everyone making my life difficult?
Am I being selfish?
Why did I put Jaebum aside when I know for sure that he really loves me?
Stupid you.
I went to the stall to have a beer but instead, I drank heavy alcohol there. I was frustrated. Annoyed with this life.
Kim Hanbin POV
I left our dorm quietly without my members and managers knowing. Ofcourse where else would you expect I am going? The stall, yes. For soju and beer. To get rid of my 'piss offness'.
As I entered the stall, I was so shocked as I saw Hana drunking herself. Her head was swinging as she was not in her right sense.
Should I just ignore her or sit in one table with her?
Damn Hanbin. You shouldn't break her marriage soon. But... why did she drunk herself? Did she got problems? Or the jerk Jaebum hurt him? Damn why am I being freaking curious!
At the end, I still walked to her and sat in one table, facing her.
" Huh? W-who? Ah! Ya! Soyeon? " Hana said.
Her face was burningly red. She mistakenly saw me as Soyeon, she continued to pour more soju into her class. She was damnly drunk so I stopped her.
" Ya! Don't stop me! I am stress enough today. Why is everyone trying to stop me? Why? Why?! " she shouted.
" Who's trying to stop you? " I asked
" What? Who? I don't know.. But, marriage? I don't give a fucking care to it, " She replied
" Hmm.. Ah! You know what? I accepted the marriage because I was trying to move on from Hanbin, " She chuckles then continued to say, " But, I was so stupid to try to move on from someone..that I really loved to death.. We shouldn't hook up but, I..don't really care about his status as an idol.. He is my everything. I love him so much than I love myself. But, why did I accept Jaebum's proposal back then? I tried my best to ignore and neglect Hanbin but...we keep on seeing each other.. Honestly, I want to meet him and tell him how much I never forgets him even when he broke up with me.. "
I was shocked. Really shock.
Hana still loves me? What an unbelievable fact?! I was so happy but sad at the same time. So, I finally figured out that, that jerk, Jaebum, stopped their marriage planning? What the hell. I am sure Hana feels worst right now. I was so stupid to end my relationship with her back then. It sure hurts her real much than it hurts me.
