Jung Hana POV
I went back to my apartment after being lectured by Soyoon. I guess its not the right time to tell her that but I spilled it. What can I do? No one can hide anything to their bestfriend right? Correct me if I am wrong.
Half heartedly, I entered the elavator. Suddenly this kind of weird and strange feeling hit me up. I don't even know why. It feels as if I am close to Hanbin. That weird and unique feeling when you are with someone you loves.
I slapped my cheeks hard and tried to throw away my strange thoughts. Its impossible to have Hanbin again. He's not that type of guy who want to be back with her ex, I guess so. Probably, he hates me so much. Maybe he think I played him. Whatever.
As the elevator stopped moving, the door opened and I got out. I looked to the front and saw him.
Hanbin pushed me into the elavator again, and closed it. He pressed his soft lips onto mine which I strangely allowed his lips to pass through. He kisses me and stopped for a second, then kiss again. Why do I feel like my misses for him is vanished?
After a few minutes, the elavator stopped and its on the rooftop.
" I miss you " he whispered.
I miss you too.
How can I tell him I missed him? Is my thoughts are wrong or he's just losing his mind?
He took my hands and we got out of the elavator.
" Why are you here? " I asked in a mean voice and took my hands off from his.
" I am here because I miss you so much, "
" I don't, too bad, " I said and his face expression changed.
" Stop lying. You miss me, "
" No, " I showed my expressionless face. He probably believes it. Great.
" I'm leaving " I said but he grabbed my arms.
" What now?! " I literally shouted.
" Don't you miss me? " He asked.
" When I say no, it means no. Why can't you understand? " I stared at him and pushed him. I walked to the elavator and went down. In the elavator, I cried. My tears flowed nonstoply. Why am I hurting myself with my own words? I felt so stupid.
3 years has passed, me and Hanbin are completely nothing now. We never met or clashed or bumped. He probably busy with his idol life. I saw many of his pictures hang in the city.
" Good morning Jiyoon! " I smiled.
" Morning mom! " She looked at me with her beautiful pair of eyes.
" What are you eating? " I asked and took my seat infront of her.
" Pancake, " She grinned.
Ha Jiyoon, a beautiful little kid with amazing pair of eyes, pretty smiles and smart.
She ate her lunch happily.
" Jiyoon-ah? Do you want to go to shopping with mom? " I asked her.
" Ofcourse! I love to make memories and shopping with people I love, " She shouted happily.
Her smiles are my bestest medicine I've ever had.
After finished with her breakfast, we went to the shopping mall. My phone rang while driving. Its from my sister, Soojung.
[Phone conversation]
H - Hello sis!
S - Ya! Where are you?
H - I'm going to shopping with Jiyoon, why?
S - No wonder your apartment is empty. Can I join?
H - No. You're harming my life
S - What the hell. Fine
H - Bye see you later
S - I won't and bye
We both hang up and I smiled to Jiyoon as an ok sign.
I wonder what is happening in DDM mall, its so crowded and I'm so worried since I'm with Jiyoon. She's a smart girl after all. I don't want to lose her.
I hold her hands tight. Looks like there's someone so famous in there. I ignored and made space for Jiyoon to pass through.
" Oh my god! He's so handsome! I can't! " Someone shouted.
I wonder who?
" Mom! I want to take a picture with oppa, " Jiyoon shouted
" Appa? Appa is working, he's not here, " I said
" No! I mean oppa. Don't you know? He's an iKON leader- "
I widened my eyes to Jiyoon. Damn how a 3 year old kid knows about that matter?
" You can't. You're still young so you are prohibited, " I said making up excuses. For God sake, no way.
" But- "
" No buts Ha Jiyoon, " I said and she turns quiet.
We went to buy clothes and books for Jiyoon. Jiyoon don't like toys, she prefer books.
" Mom, can I stay in the kids playing centre? I want to play there, " Jiyoon asked.
I nodded, " Sure. But no following strangers okay? Wait for mom to come back. Come let me send you there, "
While on our way, someone bumped me for the first time in 3 years. Suddenly, the memory flashed back to when Hanbin bumped me. We never met each other after that day.
" Sorry, " Said the person who bumped me.
" I'm sorry, " I said.
" Mom will be at the Starbucks coffee beside here, just go find me okay? " I said and Jiyoon nodded. Its really nearby the kids playing centre.
" Welcome Miss. May I take your order? " The waiter asked as soon as I reached the waiting area.
" Can I have one Americano? " I said and she nodded.
" Anything else? " She asked.
" Thats- "
" Make it two please, " Someone suddenly snapped in.
I turned to my side, he was wearing a mask and a snapback. It feels like I know him but I don't remember. Then, the drinks was done and I was about to leave since I'm worried about Jiyoon too but this guy earlier grabbed my arms.
" Excuse me? " I looked at him.
" Please don't go, " He said.
" I don't know you, "
He opened a bit of his mask. I widened my eyes. Its him. Again. After 3 years.
