Kim Hanbin POV
I don't know if I should be grateful that she said sorry? Or? Either way? I feel so wronged. After all this time, it feels like I am the one at fault right now. How I wish I could turn back the time again. It would be beautiful. I just wanna do the right thing.
" Sorry too, for ditching you like that, " I said.
She chuckled, " We should stop talking about this, "
Yes we should. And we need to go back how we used to be.
" And I don't think we should reconcile? " She asked.
" Huh? What do you mean? " I asked back.
" You know, it has hit me hard and I don't wanna be like this anymore. We seriously need to forget each other and move on. Not by chasing each other, like right now, " She said.
I was out of words for a moment.
" You mean, act as if we never know each other? " I asked again and she nodded.
" You know what. I shouldn't mention this. I wasn't planning to mention this either. You know I suffered back then? When we first met, I admit that my life has changed 360 degrees. And then without knowing my stupidity, I left you, I left the person which brings the good in me. I don't even know why I did that. I regret my life for that. I find you, I keep on trying to find you and keep myself normal for the time being, for years, I faked myself, and I met you, with a kid that I mistaken as your daughter. I also cursed the guy which you met with. I fought for you. We were good together again. But then, you was the person who left me. Now I know how it felt. You keep on neglecting me. Thats hurt. You cancelled everything because of me. You even quit your job. I thought we were just fine after you told me your new apartment. I waited for you and your sister came out telling you has moved to Busan at your grandma. I still find you no matter what. Luckily I bumped with Soyoon, your best friend, I forced her to give your grandma's address. Everyday, after I finish working, I went to Busan by train and took taxi to here. One day I got the courage to meet your Grandma. I told almost everything true but 40% of it actually a lie. And I told her the truth again the next day. Knowing that you lied about moving here, your grandma was mad but I told her it was all my fault. I thought I was going to die when you left me. I was notified by your grandma when you come back home. She invited me over and I was very glad to meet you again after few years. She gave me your new number and I called you. I was very happy the moment you picked up my call, but when you heard my voice, I can feel you become stern as you shouted. I am suffering Hana. Can you tell me how should I live without you? " I asked as I explained every shit that happened.
I saw she was shedding her tears secretly. She hold my cheeks with tears rolling vigorously.
" Its okay. I felt that way before. We suffered together. This is why, this relationship is a total failure. We shouldn't be together. If we didn't go this further, you and I wouldn't end up like this, " She said.
" No, its not a failure to me, " I said
" Hanbin, I am so so so sorry. Lets end everything tonight. Lets be free from this and forget our past, " She said. I noticed that she was holding her tears back.
" Hana, please, one more chance " I begged
" Its not like I've never given you any chance before. But this is the ending, " She replied and left me alone in the garden.
Jung Hana POV
I finally ended everything with Hanbin while holding my tears. But as I turned around, my tears uncontrollably rolled down. I wanna run away from this. It hurts me so bad yet I don't want him to suffer like I do. Its going to be an advantage for him. There will be no haters between us again.
I went to the washroom and locked myself. I cried until my makeup gets off from my face. Can someone bring me away tonight? I can't look at him in the face after what I said. Our moments has officially turned to memories. Good and bad memories.
The door was knocked and I quickly wiped my tears. I opened the door, it was my two sisters. They went in and locked the door.
" Be patient, we know it hurts you bad " both of them hugged me as I started crying again. I am very grateful to own beautiful sisters like them.
1 year later
After that night, I never seen Hanbin again. He was lost from my eyes after I left him in the garden. I guess he already accepted the fact. It still hurts me.
I was sending David to the airport because he need to go back to New York as soon as possible because his mom is sick.
" Bye Hana, be strong! I hope we meet someday again " David said and hugged for one last time before he get into the airplane.
" Yea, bye. See you next time, " I said as I waved after he hugged me.
Back from airport, I packed all my things to go back to Seoul.
" Would you seriously going to be okay? " Sooyeon unnie asked.
" Lol why would I not be okay? " I asked back.
" You are going to stay alone in Seoul okay? " Soojung unnie interrupted.
" Its not like I am living with family before. I lived alone all the time, " I replied.
" Aye rude asshole, " Soojung unnie said.
I smirked and Sooyeon unnie said, " Just call me if anything happens, okay? "
I nodded and continued my packing.
" Will you go run to Hana if she gets in trouble? You are 7 months pregnant and your baby bump is not getting any smaller. You are fat now and I wonder if you are going to the gym right after you give birth to your baby, " Soojung said to Sooyeon unnie.
I was speechless, this two look alike sisters never ends their childishness sometimes. And that they keep on whining to each other. Soojung unnie is on holiday as in hiatus or break.
" Don't forget to call me! " Sooyeon unnie whined.
" Alright. I'll call you everyday, " I said.
" Unnie, don't be over. Its not like she is going far away. She is still in South Korea. She is just moving. And I think it would be you calling Hana, because you are worried what should you buy for your future baby, " Soojung said.
Again everyone. They are so annoying yet so lovely.
At the airport, I went to get an Americano, then someone just suddenly bumped my shoulder which made my bag fall down. I went down to pickup my things and as I looked up, its, oh my god.
