Jung Hana POV
It has been three days since I didn't met Hanbin. He's still mad? Aish, but I've apologized. Maybe he's busy with his practice. I don't want to bother him though.
Exam was finished yesterday. I finally got some freedom. I was packing my books into the box. After that, I have my shower. I wore black skinny jeans with light brown oversized sweater. I'm going out tonight. Yeah. I'll be meeting this guy. I sent a text to Hanbin. Telling him that I'm going out. But he didn't replies.
I grabbed my sling bag and my coat. It's pretty cold these days. After locking my door, I walked straight to the elavator to go down. I went to the X restaurant about 30 minutes walking from my home. It was 7.28pm when I arrived there.
There were so many people eating at the restaurant then I saw someone wearing gray hoodie, a black snapback cap and clear shades. I walked to him and sit infront of him.
" Sorry for being late, oppa " I greeted as I put my bag on the empty seat next to me.
" It's okay, I just arrive " Jinhwan said.
I smiled and asked if he already did the orders but he said he haven't. So after menus that we ordered together arrived, we begin our talk.
" Why do you want to meet me? " I asked.
" Well. First, let's eat okay. " He grinned.
And I nodded suspiciously. What if he's going to ask about Hanbin? What I'm going to answer?
After finishing our dinner, we walked along the streets.
" So, what is it, oppa? " I asked again.
" I don't know if I should say this to you or not. But deeply. I hope you can treat Hanbin right " He said.
" Huh? What are you talking about? I don't understand " I asked again.
" Hanbin loves you. He cares for you. He wanted you to always tell him wherever you're going. Someone has leaked your picture and Hanbin on SNS last month. You have to be careful. He don't want anyone to hurt you. And even now, someone might be following you around. Update wherever you're going to Hanbin. Atleast. Even if he's not replying but atleast he know where you are. I'm saying this because I care for you and Hanbin as my dongsaeng. I hope you can cooperate. " He explained.
I finally understand. Kim Hanbin. I know now.
I can't say anything to Jinhwan. I'm speechless. So speechless.
" Then, I'll go home first. Good night. " He bowed his head a little and got into the black van. I don't know why I should feel like this.
I'm hurting. Hurting that I know the fact he's trying to save me from sasaengs. I don't even know that our photo are uploaded secretly.
My tears fell. I know it's such an suspend situation. I sighed. I walked back to my apartment with heavy footsteps. I feel like I wanted to go to their dorm and meet him but I don't know how to get there.
I entered my apartment, took off my shoes and walked to the living room. I sit on the sofa and looked beside me. The empty seat. Where he used to sit on.
Because of me, I won't get to meet him everyday as usual. We won't be in contact. I shouldn't be contacting him too. I don't want his living distracted by my existence.
I sighed and switch on the tv, to forget exactly what happening. I switch from one channel to another channel. There when the k-hits played. iKON's comeback stage.
Sorry, Hanbin. I don't want your group to be affected by myself.
I switched off the tv and walked to my room. I packed my clothes, things and others. I think I'll go somewhere far for awhile. I'm going tomorrow. I seriously can't sleep.
