Jung Hana POV
The next week, I drove to the Incheon airport using my own car since Soojung unnie is in New York at the moment.
I got off from the car and walked into the airport.
" Hana! " Soyoon waved her hands.
I walked to her with a smile.
" Hey! " I grinned.
" I'm going in to the flight in a few minutes, " She said.
" Can we talk a little? " She asked and I nodded.
" Honey, I'll go there for awhile. " She told her husband and I bowed.
" Hana-ya, don't you miss him? "
" Miss who? I don't miss anyone, "
" Stop lying. You know you do but you don't wanna admit it, right? "
" What's the purpose to miss him anyway. We don't even meet each other again, "
" Because you neglect him "
" It's better for him and me "
" You know what? You feel like you will accept him if he is not a celebrity. You just don't like attention, "
" No. I don't like him as a whole, "
" You're cold. He, alone, searching for you everywhere. Despite his busy schedule for promotions but he still take care of your apartment. He went there everyday, hoping you'll come home. He's hurting. He may be stern but deep inside his heart, he's soft. Just like you. You're cold but sometimes you can be nice. Your heart may be cold as ice but if you didn't cover the hole where the wind keeps escaping, you will never love your life, "
" I know that. I don't even know where he is right now "
" If you don't know, try searching for him. You can see him everywhere. He's everywhere. "
" I don't love him though "
" You do. "
" Honey, its time to get in, " Soyoon's husband said.
" He will leave for Japan next three days. Bye, see you next time, " She smiled at me as I waved my hands.
Why should I search for him? I don't want to get along into his life again. It's troubling both of us.
At my apartment, I switch on my previous phone. So many texts, calls from everybody.
I searched for contacts and typed in Crazy Guy.
Am I missing him?
I re-read our old text messages and I noticed that I smiled.
Yes. I miss him.
Suddenly a call came in.
" Kim Jinhwan "
I widened my eyes and wonder why he's calling.
Phone conversation:
J - Oh? You answered.
H - Ne. I just get my phone from repair. (I lied)
J - I see. Can we meet?
H - When?
J - I'm free right now though. I'll come to your apartment.
H - Okay oppa.
J - See you later.
H - Ne.
About 30 minutes passed, the bell rang. Jinhwan oppa is here.
I opened the door, he smiled.
" Come in oppa, " I smiled forcedly.
" Thank you, " He grinned.
We sat in the living room.
" Did you come here to talk about Hanbin? " I asked and he nodded.
" His mood really swings nowadays "
" I'm sorry oppa. Because of me, your members are suffering. "
" No. Its okay. "
" Oppa, how can I console him? "
" Try to contact him and explain. "
" I don't know if I have courage to contact him though "
" Be brave. I believe he'll be better if you contact him "
" I'm so blank. I don't know what to do. Oh anyway, are you going to Japan in three days? "
" Yes. Who told you that? "
" My bestfriend "
" I see. But still, its not confirmed yet. Its YG Family Concert. I hope you could make him feel better before the concert happen "
" I will do my best oppa. "
" Thank you "
" Oppa, do you want to eat spaghetti? I cooked some. "
" Really? Hanbin told me that your dishes are very delicious. "
I chuckled upon hearing that.
" Not really. Let's eat "
After finished eating, he told me that it was delicious as what Hanbin told them.
" I have to go now, Hana-ya. My manager called me already. See you next time. Good luck with Hanbin, " He smiled cutely.
" Ne. Thank you oppa. " I nodded.
After washing the dishes, I went to the living room. I stared on my phone screen whether to call him or not.
I was sleepy but then my finger touched the call button. I jumped out of the sofa.
" Hello? Hana? Hello? "
I can hear his voice. I really miss him so much.
I put the phone on my ears.
Phone conversation:
Hn - Kim Hanbin..
Hb - Hana-ya. Where have you been? Why are you not answering my calls and replying my texts?
Hn - Sorry. I just need some space. Can we meet?
Hb - Sure! When?
Hn - When will you be free?
Hb - Then tomorrow. I'll come there.
Hn - Okay then. See you tomorrow.
Hb - Okay. Good night. I love you.
Hn - G-good night. Me too.
