Error 404 (Martin Garrix fanfiction)

Chapter 9

Is he in love with me? Did he just admitted his affection for me? Does he really love me? I don't know him that well but it feels like I have known him for so many many years.

"Are you serious?" I say back, I'm scared that it was a joke. I don't want to know I can feel tears prick in my eyes. I don't want to cry, I never cry. Why would I cry? Because he said he loves me?

I don't know what to do right know, and my urge to run from my problems comes back. I have to go again.

I stand up and take my first step outside but I can't get very far, Martin already grabbed my arm and pulls me into 'the make out room'.

"I mean it. I love you. I fell in love with you right when you fell on me. I knew it from the beginning that there is something special about you. I don't want to sound cheesy or something, but I just need to tell the truth. I can't hide my love for a beautiful girl like you.
I'm in love with you Rosaline."

My heart skipped a beat or 2 when he said that. You're in love with him, believe me for once. Subconscious I think I have to believe you. I have to tell him. But how?

"I think I feel the same way about you, Martijn, but I'm just scared of falling. Falling in love again. And at the end get hurt." I admit my feelings but also my fear, my fear of loosing the ones I love and loving the ones I will lose. It hunts me every damn second I think about him and I just can't handle it no more. The constant fear of getting hurt. I just want a life without worrying that people will leave me.

"Don't be afraid, I promise I will catch you. I would never hurt the most beautiful and amazing person I've ever met." This is a relief, and I have to trust him. But can I? I don't really have a choice. If I must follow my heart then trust is the only option.

"I trust you." I pause an exhale. "I trust you with my heart, so please don't break it." I say to him and move in closer by pulling on his hands. "You can trust me, and I trust you. So please don't leave me." He says and his eyes sparkle like to shining stars. They're so beautiful. Like a green forest on a grey-day.

"Rosaline Groothuizen, will you be my girlfriend?" My jaw drops, I feel like I have to trow up now. Do I want to? Yes of course you want to. It's Martin. You trust him. Yes I do. I trust him.

"Yes, I will." and he smashes his lips against mine. Our lips move in sinc as we kiss hard, but full of love. I can feel the sparks and fireworks inside my head and stomach again. I will never get tired of this feeling. Because now it feels even more real and not confusing anymore. It's all clear now. I'm in love with him. Martijn Garritsen.

I break the kiss because we have to get back and explain everything thing to the rest. They don't know shit about what's going on.

I look him deep in the eyes and smile as we pressed our foreheads against each other and intertwined our fingers.

"I love you." He whispers in my ear very sweet and soft. "I love you to." I say back and I really can't stop smiling. I just hope I won't regret this again.

"We have to get back." I say because I care to much about Julian and Olivia right now to not help them and only think about me and Martin. "Hmm alright then." He answers with a grumpy face and I peck his lips one more time to please him.

Hye guyssss
I know it's a short chapter sorrryyy but with school I don't have much time to write and I have some problems with my parents at the moment so I'm very sorry but I promise that I will work very hard on the next chapter so it will be al long one. Thank you for reading and I hope you have a good day/night.

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