As the apartment that Kian and I once shared becomes dim and quieter, I know that it's finally becoming time. Finally becoming time to give it all up. A part of me honestly doesn't want to but I know that this is what I need. I need Kian and the only way that will happen is if I go through with this. I can't live without him anymore. It's been driving me to breaking point ever since he left. All I have thought about is all the memories that we made in this apartment and all the memories we will never be able to create because I know that our relationship has finally disappeared and Kian is finally gone and I knew in that moment that he wasn't coming back no matter how much hope I held out for him. He's made his decision and I've made mine. And I know that as I lay myself down for one last time, a picture of Kian and I close by my side, I know that finally I have found my happiness and my purpose. And that is finally with the love of my life which is Kian. Kian is my love. And he always will be no matter what happens.
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Faking Reality- Jian
Fanfiction"I feel as if I'm running back to where I started. You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing. Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings. Eternal my heart is yours. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm ru...
