As I watch J.C process what I had just told him and as I see the tears start to pour down his face, I feel defeated because I know it really affected him deeply and to see him crying, breaks my heart a little bit at a time like a semi broken window shattering for the first time. He then after a while reached out and took my hand and gave it a little squeeze which made me realize that he is not going anywhere and that finally I am gaining the support I have been lacking and needing for a really long time in my life. It is at this point that I pull J.C up onto the bed and wrap my arms around his waist and lean down and gently kiss him on the lips before passionately continuing as he relaxed more into the kiss and relaxed more into the rhythm of our bodies next to each other. I remember him and I making out for a while before him falling asleep in my arms. It is at this point that I know that I have finally found my safety net and my safe place and it is in the arms and presence of a curly hair boy with tattoos named J.C Caylen and for the first time ever, I fall into a peaceful sleep without having the fear of wanting to run and the fear of wanting to escape. And it's all because of J.C.
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Fanfiction"I feel as if I'm running back to where I started. You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing. Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings. Eternal my heart is yours. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm ru...
