One week. It's honestly been one week since the funerals. Since I said farewell to Kian and J.C. One week that changed my whole life and honestly I still don't know what to do. I don't know how I am going to find a way to survive at the moment. J.C was strength and Kian was my guidance and now I have nothing but Ricky and even he's struggling. And I know as this week ends and another one begins, I know that personally, this will never end for me. I stuck on this crazy roller-coaster and knowing that Kian and J.C are gone and I have to try and find a new source of strength and a new point of guidance, I know that it isn't going to get easier and honestly, I don't even know what to do anymore.
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Faking Reality- Jian
Fanfiction"I feel as if I'm running back to where I started. You ask what's wrong with me and I say nothing. Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings. Eternal my heart is yours. I feel as if I'm running. I feel as if I'm ru...
