You earned the right to hear this
                              But I don't deserve this need
                              Tell you something you should know
                              The middle, I wish you'd meet
                              Yet you still choose to ignore
                              Battling me with a sword
                              Yes! It is okay to want more
                              I can't do this all alone 
                              Rather, I should not have to 
                              It's true you pick up the phone 
                              Litter my voicemail all night 
                              But your words no longer count
                              You have always held me tight 
                              Before with admiration 
                              Now with desperation 
                              You say you want to see me 
                              For this, I truly am sorry
                              But it's not enough from you 
                              Always stood beside you 
                              Praising your song and dance 
                              I'd say I'm your biggest fan 
                              When will you return the favor 
                              So I can feel the love
                              Taking buses to your shows 
                              Traveling miles just to see
                              Not for me, but it's for you
                              Am I not worth the same
                              Or are you really that vain 
                              It's not like you do not know
                              I need a friend to listen
                              Just a little recognition 
                              You used to be my only 
                              The person I trusted most 
                              Acquaintances know me more
                              Look! My conscience is so torn
                              Open your eyes foolish man 
                              I pour my heart and soul out 
                              I'm screaming so fucking loud 
                              One more chance to hear my shout
                              7/11/13
                                      
                                          
                                   
                                              YOU ARE READING
Until then
PoetryI live with a mathematical, logical mind, but tend to be immersed in emotion. The imbalance can both prosper and hinder me. with love, b 1987-until then...
 
                                               
                                                  