Dream

Chapter 13

This is violet , back when she had blue hair, she will change as the book goes on but this is how I imagine her.

Today is Friday, my nana convinced me to go with Lydia and Astrid. The plan is to go and watch a movie, really not looking forward to it. I put my brown hair up in a bun, I put on a long grey sleeved shirt and some leggings, I put on my dr.martens boots. I didn't feel the need to add makeup, actually I haven't had the need to do anything. I put on my glasses since my contacts have been burning my eyes for the past months of me crying. I tried to avoid thinking of him but constantly have memories of him and the Cullen's.

"Honey lunch is ready" nana yells from downstairs, I have improved a little bit, nana is quite happy about that, although she is still concerned and always tries to cheer me up and In courage me. Nana also told my parents I'm taking a gap year from college, I really appreciate her effort of me staying with her because if my parents would find out I'm upset over a boy they will be more mad then ever and take me back "home" ,but they do check on me often, they think I'm spending more time with nana. I walk downstairs.

"Hi sweetie, I made your favorite pasta shrimp" nana says.

"Thanks nana" I say getting a plate and serving myself.

"Honey don't you want more, I don't want you to go out not full" nana says

"Right" I say serving myself a little bit more so nana won't be worried. I sat in the table and nana sat next to me.

"Sweetie I really need to talk to you, now I know Jasper leaving you was really hard on, specially the way he left you, but I do want you to focus on yourself for once, I think tonight you will be yourself again. Just have fun" nana says, the problem with that is that I can't be myself. Not having him with me is like a aching feeling on your heart you can't stop and I know it's been months since he left, but that feeling won't go away.

"I'll try to be myself again" I say giving her hope, I mean I've been improving in like 5 days , I'm pretty sure I'll be back to myself. Hopefully.

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We finish lunch and I was now waiting for Astrid and Lydia to pick me up.

Flashback

"So  I told emmet orange you glad I came hunting with you" Jasper says. I laughed as hard as I could.

"Dude that's the dumbest joke I've ever heard in my life" I say laughing even more.

"Cmon it ain't that bad, Emmet laughed when I said it " he says.

"Probably because it's a terrible joke" I say.

"I bet your gonna use it, watch" he says, I shake my head and laugh again.

"Never" I say.

"It's cute when you laugh" he says.

"It's cute when you make awful jokes" we both laugh.

"Ms.ray and Mr.hale, stop being loud in my classroom, if not I will move you too for being a distraction" the teacher yells, we both silently laugh.

End

Remembering that day made me cry , and I know it's bad if you think about it because your never gonna move on if you keep remembering the past, but it feels like Jasper is no past, he's my future.

Beez beez beez

My phone rings and see it's Lydia.