Chapter 42

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After visiting some of New York , my parents wanted to have some dinner, although I didn't want to eat, I had to show some normalness to them and plus I wanted to see how it felt to eat human food. We went to a fancy restaurant which I wasn't probably dressed for.

"What are you getting honey ?" My mother asks.

"I'm just a salad" I say.

"Ohh that's it?" She asks

"Yeah I'm trying to go vegetarian" I say ;)

"I'm sure there's more vegetarian food here" she says looking through the menu, I shake my head.

"No mom its fine" I say smiling. It got quite afterwards.

"Can I get your drinks" the waiter asks.

"I'll have a Pepsi" I say, I've been dying to Taste it.

"I'll have a lemonade" Vanessa says.

"Will have wine" my dad orders for my mom and him.

"I'll be right back" the waiter says and leaves.

"Have you heard from victor dad?" I ask. (Btw that's violets brother)

"No he hasn't called, he is busy doing some work back in Texas" my dad says.

"I miss him" I say, what if I don't get to say goodbye to him.

"I wish your trip was longer" Vanessa says.

"Me too" I tell her feeing sadness. I decided to read her mind, she's really curious on why I'm leaving so early.

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Our food finally arrived, can't wait to try it!
I grab the fork and get some lettuce on it, I slowly bring it to my mouth, I look up to see my everyone looking at me.

"What?" I ask

"Nothing" they all say and start eating. I take a bite and ... it's nothing, literally nothing it's like there's nothing your mouth. I can't even swallow it. I have Now there's no going back, I quickly pass it down and drink some of my Pepsi , that made it even worse. I can't eat that anymore.

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After dinner we headed back home, I wish I could stay here honestly. I'm not worrying about anything here, but I miss everyone, even Jasper.

"Are you sure you can't stay longer?" My father asks, I shake my head no.

"Cmon I'll pay to extend your ticket" he says.

"No dad , I have some things that I need to go back to" I say.

"You sure?" He says.

"Yes" I smile at him. We sit in the living room.

"I just want to thank you guys for being there these past couple of months, I just love you guys so much" I say trying to hold back tears, they all look at me concerned.

"Honey we love you too, but are you okay?" My mom asks.

"Yeah , I'm sorry I just really really love y'all" I say wiping a few tears away.

"Get some rest Violet, you have to wake up early tomorrow" my dad says, little do they know that's all I wish for, is to rest.

"Yeah okay" I get up and go to Vanessa's room to "rest".

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"Goodbye" I say hugging my mother tightly but not too tight.

"Bye honey" she says , I hug my dad and Vanessa. I go through security and look back at them, they wave at me. I smile. I go through my regular routine at the airport, I waited for them to start boarding us. Once I got on the plane I texted Bella telling her I'm going home.
Even though I was more afraid then ever to
Go back.

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I arrive much sooner then I expect, I wanted the plane to take longer but I guess not. Bella said Jasper was picking me up, I rather go running but she told me not to be and idiot.
Once I saw Jasper pull up I wanted to hug him and kiss him so badly, but I didn't.

"Hey, how was it?" He asks getting out of the car.

"It was good" I say, what if him and rose got together already, no Bella would of told me.

"Let me help you" I look at him confused.

"It's a backpack, and I am stronger than any human, I'm good" okay that was pretty rude but I know what he is trying to do.

"Okay then" he walk to the driver side and get in, while go in the passenger side. In the drive home all I kept thinking was of food, I am hungry.

"Can you stop the car" I say while we were 30 minutes away from forks.

"Why?" Jasper asks.

"I'm hungry, I'll run home" I say while he pulls over.

"Be safe" he says as I walk out the car, nod at him and run into the forest / woods. I'm looking for some deer, trying to remember the best spot for them. I finally found them near a small river drinking water. I slowly walk towards it and get down to attack it, once I'm close enough I grab it by the neck and place my fangs into its neck. It's so amazing, the taste is better then ever. Man I was really hungry.

"Damn girl" I look up to see Astrid and Lydia.

"Hey" I smiling and wiping some blood off my chin.

"Nice to see you" Lydia says.

"I've missed you guys so much"I say hugging them both.

"We did too, we know you've been going through a rough time"Astrid says.

"It's still no excuse to check up you guys" I say looking down.

"Yes it is, you have a big fight coming up" Lydia says, I look up.

"Who told you?" I ask.

"Who else, Jacob" Lydia answers.

"Why?" I ask.

"We are going to help you guys" Astrid says.

"No" I say.

"Yes Violet" Lydia says.

"No, it's dangerous" I raise my voice a little.

"Yeah , and you're doing it" Lydia says.

"It's different though" I say to them.

"Violet we are helping , we don't care what you say. We can protect you" Astrid says. I shake my head.

"Who asked for your help?" I ask, before I read their minds, I already knew who did.

"Jacob and Edward , right ?" I say, the both nod. I run full speed towards the house, Astrid and Lydia right behind me. I get their quick and stop full speed at the door, I walk in and see new faces of vampires, but I don't care where the hell is Edward?! I hear him upstairs in Carlisle study, I run towards him. I open the door and I see Jasper , Edward, emmet, Carlisle,and Benjamin.

"Why did you ask them for help?!"he knew damn well who I was talking about.

"Violet calm down" Jasper says, I ignore him.

"We need all the help we can Violet" Edward responds.

"But not them" I say trying not to rip his head off. But calmness comes over me, I look at Jasper.

"They are my family" I say softly.

"And we aren't?" Edward says. I leave the room, this is stressful, I'm afraid of drying, I'm afraid of loosing people, I'm terrified. I go up to my room and sit down. Soon Jasper comes in.

"Violet?" He says, I can't take this anymore. I get up and hug him, and cry. I missed him so much. I look up to him and kiss him so passionately, more then ever. Fuck this mate shit, I love him.

"I love you" Jasper says looking into my eyes.

"I love you too" I kiss him again.

Hii I feel like it's been forever, but I've been busy. I will update more often promise. Again the book is almost going to end, but I hope you guys are enjoying it. PLEASE VOTE💖💖 And add this to your list. Next chapter will be up soon.

Nataly

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