I can't do this anymore

We need to help her

Kurts pov

It's 5:00 and I grab my laptop and the letter that mr.schue gave us. I go on YouTube and search, "Rachel Berrys last song." I press the live video and see Rachel sitting on her bed with her CD player next to her.

Rachel starts talking: ," hi guys, I expect all the glee club to be watching this. Including mr.schue and ms.pilsbury. So here I go,"

Just a small town girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere
Just a city boy
Born and raised in South Detroit
He took the midnight train
Goin' anywhere

A singer in a smokey room
The smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching
In the night
Streetlight people
Livin' just to find emotion
Hidin' somewhere in the night

Workin' hard to get my fill
Everybody wants a thrill
Payin' anything to roll the dice
Just one more time
Some will win
Some will lose
Some were born to sing the blues
Oh, the movie never ends
It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting
Up and down the boulevard
Their shadows searching
In the night
Streetlight people
Livin' just to find emotion
Hidin' somewhere in the night

[Instrumental interlude]

Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people
Don't stop believin'
Hold on
Streetlight people
Don't stop believin'
Hold on to that feelin'
Streetlight people

After she finishes singing i now understand what this means, she is going to commit suicide. I should know, she was trying to be strong for nearly 2 years. Like me, we have been there for eachother. We have gone through the same things, we do have the same bullies.

I quickly read the letter and start crying histarically.

Then i remeber finn.

I run to his room and see him there watching the livestream, he looked confused.

Kurt: finn! Come we have to go help rachel.
Finn: why?
Kurt: shes going to commit suicide. (I cry out)

Finn doesnt even need a moment to think, he grabs his jacket and slips on his shoes and runs to the car.

While we are driving, finn get a phone call. He doesnt answer it but he declines it.

Kurt: who was that?
Finn: quinn...
Kurt: why didnt you answer it?
Finn: because she is the one who made my girlfriend commit suicide!
Kurt: rachels your girlfriend?
Finn: well... Not yet, but i was going to ask her out and be my girlfriend tommorow. I thought she needed more time by herself. But i never wanted this to happen (sobs).

There are 2 more chapters left, but there will be a sequel to this book. I dont know what its called yet.