grindr ❯ joshler

"you're truly something special tyler."

josh's pov

i was randomly awoken by my insomnia. it always wakes me up in the middle of the night at least once, maybe twice if it really wants to kill me. i grab my phone from the bedside table; 5:42 AM. the sun should be rising soon. i lock my phone, returning it to its original spot and look over to my left to find a sleeping angel.

i immediately got the idea of waking tyler up to bring him to the roof to watch the sun rise. i then got another idea. i grabbed my phone again, unlocking it and clicking the vine app. i started recording, "how to wake up your boyfriend 101." i flipped the camera on us. straddling him, i brought my nose to his, rubbing our noses together, then pecking his lips once, twice, then once more for good luck. tyler scrunched his nose up, opening his eyes. "good morning, beautiful." i said, pecking his lips once more. he smiled, lifting his head up to give me a kiss back. the video ended and started the playback.

the sound of my voice coming through my phone speaker scared tyler, making him jump then hit my arm. "ow, ty! what the hell was that for?!" tyler giggled, "you scared me! and recorded me! duh!" i started laughing. "you're so cute, tyler. i'm sorry. besides, the video is just as cute as you are!" he asked to see the video. showing him, he let out an 'awh' then kissed my cheek. "what time is it?" he asked. "its uhhhhh.." i started, looking at my phone, "5:50 AM." "josh," tyler said, dragging out the 'o', "why'd you wake me up so early?" he whined. "i wanted to watch the beautiful sun rise with my beautiful person!"

"you are such a cheeseball i can't even begin to describe." i laughed and pulled at his arm to where he was sitting upright. i lifted up his body so i was carrying him bridal style. "where ya takin' me, j?" he asked. "the roof, silly!"  tyler nodded, "okie dokie."

i opened the door to the rooftop, setting tyler down on his feet. "you didn't have to carry me" he said. "a prince must be carried at all times, no matter what the circumstances." he rolled his eyes. "fight me tyjo, c'mon lets go, right here, right now." i smirked. he tackled me into a big hug, planting kisses all over my face, tickling me. "oh! so you wanna play that game huh?" i replied, flipping us over to where i was hovering over him. i started to tickle him back. hearing him giggle was honestly the highlight of my day, without a doubt. "you are too fucking adorable, jesus christ." i told him, watching his face redden.

i picked myself up, then tyler, and led him to the ledge of the roof. i grabbed a blanket from the left of me and wrapped it around us, having tyler cuddle into my side. "where did that come from?" tyler questioned. "i always keep one up here for the nights when i can't sleep, it relaxes me." i explained, he nodded. "look how pretty it is." tyler said in awe as he continued, "ya know, for most people, we often marvel at the beauty of a sunrise or the magnificence of a full moon, but it is impossible to fathom the magnitude of the universe that surrounds us." it was now my turn to look in awe, except this time, at tyler.

"you're truly something special, tyler."

"how so?"

"you, just you in general. you're so smart and so inspirational. i can't even begin to fathom how much happiness you bring me. i just love everything about you. your mocha colored eyes, your cute and little body, your cute face,"

i paused, giggling.

"sorry, got too carried away there."

"don't apologize, joshy. its really nice of you to say those things. i never really hear those things, well, ever. its nice, ya know?"

"i will do everything in my power to make you feel special in every way possible, and make sure you hear something that will brighten your day up someway, somehow. do you understand me?"

he nodded, "thank you. god, thank you so much josh. you mean so much to me." tyler sniffled. i kissed his head, rocking us side to side.

"please don't thank me. you deserve it all. you deserve the world. but i frankly can not give you that, so you'll just have to stick with little ole me."

"i'm perfectly fine with little ole you."

"good." i said, that being the final word said between the both of us. i pulled him into my lap, occasionally placing kisses on his neck, face, and head. we watched the sunrise in peace, enjoying every moment that was given to us.

hello, i am not dead, i am (sadly) alive. i am v v sorry for not updating in like,, years. i may or may not have lost motivation to write anything. so here's this filler. happy sunday folks, don't let your demons take over your thoughts. |-/