Chapter 33: Use Your Anger

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"Push yourself, Kya" he spoke calmly as we trained together. He landed us on Naboo, the troopers were resupplying and he helped me use my anger to better myself. There was so much that I was aware of now, first and foremost I had more power than I could ever imagine.

Naboo was beautiful, and I thought of my home for just a moment, I wondered what it looked like now. My thoughts were interrupted as Kylos crackling red light Saber came at mine. I quickly ducked under, clashed mine with his and kicked him back with my foot. He stumbled back, but stared at me for a moment. There was a tug, when I looked at him and we shared a moment. I lifted my Saber, flipping it in my hand somewhat artistically, before we came at each other ferociously, parrying each other's moves perfectly. He trained me every day after I left with him, and it was he who made me into the fighter I was now, both of us fought very aggressively.

After that, it was hand to hand combat. All this training kept my mind occupied, but I still thought about Alexia, where was she? Where could she be, and how could I find her quickly, maybe I could learn to control these dreams. Kylo, who was sweating, took off his robes and the shirt he had under it, we were in small clearing in a forest that was near the ship, no one could see us, and while they were re supplying, this was the best usage of our time. I slid off my armour and cloak and Everythjng that was too heavy and begun sparring with my master.

He was far quicker than me, and went for every soft spot. He had this way of using my own force against me, it was unbelievable. We didn't too much force training, he figured that was better back in our base, right now it was just the basics.

I breathed heavily, hearing Leia's voice in my head constantly as she ruined my reality. He could sense my distraught, he brought his hands down.

"Perhaps you should rest"

"No" I growled, and he brought his fists up again as I came at him. But I couldn't think straight, as I blocked most of his punches, he managed to slide one in, jamming his fingers into my ribs. I yelped, turning around and bringing my foot to his jaw, he stumbled back, rubbing his face and smirking at me.

"Look at you" I didn't say anything, I was becoming too angry and the thoughts were becoming consuming. "Kya..." He mumbled concerned.

"Stop it Ren" my hair was sticking to my face. He walked up to me and placed his hand gently on my cheek. "Focus your anger, Kya. Let it fuel you" I closed my eyes, it wasn't fuelling me it was consuming my, mind. I felt my vision fade in and out, As he called my name I faded into my mind, closing my eyes.

Focus.

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It was blurry, but I could clearly see a man and a younger girl. It was light, and they held light sabers as the older man circled her. Their speaking was muffled, and I couldn't see clearly but I pushed harder.

"Alexia" I made out, and the urge to see WHAG was going on pushed harder, "Alexia, you're doing so good" the blurred vision became clear, and there was my sister, worn out from training breaking heavily as she crouched down, I turned my head to look at the older man. Luke Skywalker.

She was with him, and I knew exactly where.

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"KYA. KYA" I heard my name and I opened my eyes, Kylo held me close to him cross legged on the forest ground, his heart pounded in his chest and he pushed my hair out of my face. He exhaled when he saw me open my eyes and I felt his muscles relax, but his arms around me remained tight. I looked into his eyes, masked, but so full of pain, but... It seemed less prominent in that moment, his lips parted slightly as we stared, our faces inches from each other.

This begun to feel like that night, a long time ago. A mistake he called it, where we had no sense of our inhibitions. His fingers slipped into the blackness of my hair and I could feel myself leaning into him, what was it about Kylo that made me so weak?!

I pushed myself away quickly, standing up. He got up too, looking at me a way I never saw before. Ben, I could see Ben, and he reached for me again, his hands brushing the skin of my shoulders and this made my body shiver. "I know where they are" I spoke, breaking the moment we were having, his mouth formed into a straight line, and he took his hands off of me, the anger was back and this was the Kylo I remembered.

"Where?" I paused for a minute... If I was to find Alexia and defeat her and Luke and Rey, it would take all of my power... I knew what I had to do.

"I think I should separate from you, go after her myself." I spoke, in a voice I rarely used with him, one I used strictly for my storm troopers, firm and authoritative.

This, made him angry.

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