Star Wars: The Second Coming

Chapter 36: I'm Sorry

I kissed her forehead and I wrote a note and placed it on the bed. "I'll always love you" I whispered. I grabbed my bag and I ran out to the boat and I searched the land we had. A few hours and I found land. Kya...I could feel her presence. That means she can feel mine. I searched the area and I saw her. She turned to face me. I brought myself to my knees. "I killed him. I killed Luke" I spoke with anger. "We'll see what the Supreme Leader thinks about that" She said, her voice cold. She handled me roughly, and the troopers took me back to her ship.

We docked the Finalizer and Kya ordered the troopers to take me too a cell. I sat in there for a long, long time. I closed my eyes and I began to meditate. I broke the bonds with my father and the one I love. I cleared my head and I let the anger and hate flow through me. I remembered everything I went through.

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"I am your father" Luke paused for a second. I sat there, frozen and quiet. I couldn't speak. So she's not my sister? So all of this is a lie? Ben Solo is my cousin? I feel so lost.

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"Alexia?" A look of concern washed over Lukes face. It caught me off gaurd. I sat up, a little confused. Everything from my dream flooded back to my mind. Why was I hiding? I felt scared in my dream. I could see my sisters distraught. What did this mean? "I don't know what it means..." I mumbled and I could feel the tears well up. "Shhh young one. Dreams like these are hard to interpret."

"I'm not sleeping well anymore. It's different..." I felt so confused.

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I was starting to get bad again and I wasn't sure if they could sense it around me. The visions and the dreams were getting worse. My health...it's getting worse. I wanted to tell someone but I couldn't. We've seen all of these attacks going on. Luke was stressed out. I wasn't going to tell Kya. I don't want to put myself on anyone's shoulders. I looked around my room and I felt trapped within myself. I need to talk to someone.

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I woke up all alone. I felt...better. I was on the brink of death and now I'm okay. I don't remember much. I got up from my bed and immediately fell to the ground. I was weak, my muscles were weak. I struggled to get up and I called out for my sister. I looked around the whole place. Nothing. I looked around and I saw a lightsaber. It was hers. Why wasn't it with her? I went outside and everything around me was destroyed. I felt a pain in my chest and the dark thoughts popped into my head. She left me. She could be dead. I have to find her. I could feel the warm tears fall from my face. I need her the most and now she's gone.

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"Alexia, you're betraying yourself. You're betraying your family, the one you love" a voice interrupted my visions. "I know what I'm doing" I whispered to myself. "I don't want you to see what I've seen, to lose what I've lost."

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I felt her presence coming. I stood up and I waited for her. The door slid open and her mask covered her face. "Supreme Leader Snoke would like to speak with you" her mask distorted her voice much like Ren's. I walked side by side with her and we were both silent. We entered the dark room and the large hologram dimmed the dark room.

"Supreme Leader Snoke" She spoke sternly. "Luitenant" His deep gravelly voice echoed in the large dimmed room. They greeted each other and I waited to be permitted to speak.

"You killed Skywalker and the girl?" He asked, his dark eyes peered into mine. "Yes, Supreme Leader." I spoke sternly. I could tell he wondered why I would have done this, when a few months ago I was protecting them. I felt betrayed. I felt angry. I was done running.

Before he was able to say anything else, the doors open and I turned to see Kylo storming in. Immediately, I could feel the tension in the already tense room. He took his helmet off and I could see how tired and broken down he was.

"You're here" He spoke so sternly. I looked down at my feet.

"Yes, I decided to look for them myself" She spoke sternly. He looked over at me.

"Why is it only her that is here?" He asked. I felt the anger well up. My anger.

"She's the one who completed the mission you failed to do" The deep voiced echoed in the room once again. The tension was suffocating. "She's surrendered. She's joining the Knights of Ren. You two will train her and then bring her to me." And with that, the hologram faded.

All three of us left the dark room and I was escorted to my new home. "You will start training tomorrow." Both of them spoke and walked off. I could feel the tension between them.

I entered my chambers and I immediately fell onto the bed. I know what I have to do.