Star Wars: The Second Coming

Chapter 37: She's Here. I Don't Trust Her

"Where is Ren?" He asked as soon as I walked in. I paused for a moment.

"He was weak, I left him behind and fulfilled the mission quicker than we ever would've together." I spoke with a voice I used to command my troopers. Since finding out who I was, I felt myself become stronger every day.

"You have brought a prisoner. Bring her to me, my child" my head tilted lightly, why did he want to see her? But then i thought about 'My child' I was the preferred one now.

"Supreme leader! You cannot trust her!" I protested, lifting my mask off of my face, nowadays, since o had left Kylo alone on my home planet of Naboo, rarely any body saw me without my mask on, except for Snoke.

"Bring me the girl, Lieutenant!" He growled loudly and his voice resonated to my bones. She had claimed to kill Luke and the scavenger, but my instincts told me to kill her. I planned to confront her about our history, our family and how we are not blood.

"Lieutenant, I'm sure you know now the means of your birth"

"Yes supreme leader."

"You are the chosen one, born straight from the force itself, stronger than Anakin as well."

"Yes, sir. But-" I didn't understand where he was going with this.

"She comes from remarkable lineage.

"She comes from humans on Naboo!" I reasoned, my eyebrows furrowing together as he shook his head.

"She is a Skywalker." I froze. That made more sense than anything, why Luke favoured her over me and Ben, how she was able to find him so easily, they were blood. She was his daughter. But I knew Alexia, though she was strong, her sensitive heart permitted her from doing these horrible things, that's why I prevailed as a Knight of Ren, that's why I am the chosen one.

"I think she should die" I spoke my opinion.

"Bring. Her. To. Me" he ordered once more, and I dare not let him ask again.

---- Later ----

As we walked out and Alexia was escorted to her room, we shared a glance. I didn't trust her, not one bit but Snoke had the upper hand, she was now 'apparently' apart of the dark side. I shook my head angrily and made my way back to my chambers, trying to avoid Kylo by any means necessary. I didn't expect him to come back so quickly, or for the force bond I cut off to be Immediately restored when we saw each other. I felt his hand roughly grab my wrist in the secluded area of my room. He wouldn't be so physical in front of anyone.

"Come here." He spoke sternly, in a voice he never used with me. I turned to face him, taking my hand out of his grip.

"I do not obey to you, Ren. I'm-" suddenly I was pushed against the wall and my heart began to race. His darkened eyes stared into me and his grip around my neck wasn't as tight as it should be coming from him. My eyes narrowed and I could feel the confliction in him, he still felt for me.

"Watch your tone with me." He spoke darkly "Your rank is still under mine regardless of your power" he whispered harshly into my ear, I shivered. I guess I was just as weak as him.

"What do you want?" I asked, he let go of me and turned his back away.

"I looked for you. Kya." He turned back to me, and his eyes held something different "You cut off our force bond, I thought you died"

"You think that of me?" I asked, walking to him and placing my hand gently on his cheek. My other finger gently tracing the scar on his face. "You think I am weak?" I spoke in gentle tones, but I could feel his anger radiating. He pushed himself away from me. "You need me Kylo, you don't know what to do without me" his eyes flickered with a darkness I had never seen before and he came close to me, I was backed up against the wall and his lips were inches from mine. I could feel his breath on me, his eyes scanned my face, but then fixed on my stone grey ones.

"No. I needed you, not anymore" I felt my breath hitch in my throat and I felt myself leaning towards his lips, he pulled away slightly. "It's you that needs me, you wouldn't be who you are without me." we stared at each other for what felt like a long time. There was an unspoken tension between us, and as much as I wanted to push myself away I wanted him with me again. He made me weak, and if I didn't leave I wouldn't have ever found Alexia. But It took everything out of me to leave.

"You don't need me Kylo?" I whispered, leaning in and grazing my lips against his. He took in a sharp breath and his hands gripped my upper arms. "Don't lie to yourself, I'm your sanity" his eyes widened and he pulled himself away roughly.

"NO" he screamed, pushing a bunch of glass things of the table, sending them crashing to the floor. "You're an illusion, your beauty is a DISTRACTION" his hands clenched into fists. "I want you off this base." He growled.

"I can leave, Kylo you know I can. But what happens when Snoke becomes angry with you for telling me to leave?" He had too many emotions in his mind to think straight. "I'm the chosen one, Kylo. NOT YOU. you have no idea of my importance"

"Then I am no longer your master."

"Then go" I spoke, not an emotion in my words. He stared at me, eyes dark and expecting. He wanted something from me, something he knew was forbidden to have. "You can't" I answered for him. I smiled sadistically, I felt his pain. But it was a thrill knowing that he couldn't function without knowing where I was, if I was okay. I knew in my heart that I was masking my own desire for him to love me, but I knew that he knew that as well.

"You want me to go?" He asked coming close to me again, lifting me up and sitting me on a table to bring himself closer to me, leaning his lips down near my ear. His breath softly grazed the flesh of my neck. "You love me more than I love you, Kya" he chuckled. My eyes closed, and I felt myself let out a shakey breath. "As much as you claim to be angry with me, or stronger than me, we both know that you'd die for me. Isn't that right?" He asked, his voice low and menacing.

"Yes.." I breathed. Looking up at his dark eyes.

"You will never talk to me like that again, you know your place" he turned to leave but I grabbed him, pulling him into my body again.

"I know you'd die for me too, Ben" I whispered and he stared deeply into me. I held his face in my hands. "Stop trying to hide it..." He pulled himself away from me, stumbling backwards a bit. He stared at me, and I could feel the unwanted emotions bubbling up inside him.

"IM NOT HIDING ANYTHING" he screamed.

"TELL ME YOU DONT LOVE ME." I yelled back standing up and walking straight to him. I expected him to blow up back in my face, say something that would make me hurt, that would make me contemplate if I loved him so I could hate him and fuel myself. Instead... He dropped to his knees, his hands on the floor as he barely whispered..

"I can't"