day forty-two

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Date: 11-02-2016

Tween-crush

All I've known
Since I laid eyes
On that messy mop of hair
Is that I'm one step away from falling
To the ends of the very earth
(Or something as equally as dramatic
To a preteen poetry nerd)

His green eyes spell out beauty
And maybe if he stopped and turned around
He would notice me staring
From behind my thick-rimmed black glasses
With my head in my another book
Faking not looking
At his flawless being.

But as most love stories go
I continue existing
Past the realm of his reality
In my own concoction of bittersweet
middle school torture

I watch him from afar
Or so it feels
When really, I'm a seat behind him
A couple hundred centimeters
From smelling his hair
(I've never done that I swear)

I hope one day he'll acknowledge
My little crush
That the girl in the pigtails,
Is more than just books and bad eye sight

For him, I would wait
(I'm considering getting lenses)
Maybe in high school he'll see
Past the tween-age me.

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