Will You Forgive Even If I Changed (bully x victim)

Chapter 15: Idfc

A/N: This music will be use later in this chapter. When you see this 🎶, play it.

Riah's pov

Saturday morning. What do think when you hear that word?

No school, no worry, no problem, and definitely no bullying. I was excited about this day. It's the best Saturday that I can ask for.

Today, me, Britney, Daniel, and TJ decided to sleep in since we stayed up all night. We played Just Dance 3 on my Xbox 360, watch some Fruit Basket(the anime), and slept in me and TJ's bedroom.

You can say our day was pretty drained out.

I woke up at around 11:45 and headed towards the kitchen. I got me some yogurt and a bowl of Fruit Loops and pour some milk in my bowl. I walked over to the kitchen counter to find a note from dad.

It reads:

Hey pumpkin pies,

Just to let you know we're heading to to work. We really had a nice night and I believe your mother really had a nice time. I can't wait for us to have fun next time.

Kisses,
Dad.
I smiled knowing that my parents and I are spending time together with us, but mainly mom and dad knowing how to party.

  This will be the best Saturday ever.

Noah's pov

  I'm still at Daphne's house, well her parents house. I really don't want to go back home. I just don't want them to see me at the appearance I am.

  I'm actually glad I did it. I won't have to see or hurt Riah.

I put on my headphones and began listening to Idfc by Blackbear.

🎶
Tell me pretty lies
Look me in the face
Tell me that you love me
Even if it's fake
'Cause I don't f****** care at all

Listening to the music really realize everything. Riah is mad, but deep down  she knows she cares about me.

You've been out all night
I Don't know where you been
You slurring on you words
Not making any sense
But I don't f******* care at all

'Guess she's out with Britney and her friends,' I thought sighing.

Riah was different than me. She was more smart, focus on grade, and kind. I'm more popular, but I really like her. Gah, those feelings.

'Cause I have hella felling for you
I act like I don't f******* care
Like they ain't even there
'Cause I have hella feelings for you
I act like I don't f****** care
'Cause I'm so f****** scare
I'm only a fool for you
And maybe you good for me
I'm only a fool for you
But I don't f******* care at all

I can't help it. I bullied my own crush for no reason. I'm so stupid. I kept having tears running down my face.

Tell me pretty lies
Look me in the face
Tell me that you love me
Even if it's fake
'Cause I don't f****** care at all

You've been out all night
I Don't know where you been
You slurring on you words
Not making any sense
But I don't f******* care at all

I began blocking people on my Acebook account, especially Lauren. I hated her for being so rude to other students. I mainly did this because I love Riah and hate Lauren. That b***** will get over it.

Cause I have hella felling for you
I act like I don't f******* care
Like they ain't even there
'Cause I have hella feelings for you
I act like I don't f****** care
'Cause I'm so f****** scare
I'm only a fool for you
And maybe you good for me
I'm only a fool for you
But I don't f******* care at all

As the last part of the song played, I got a text message from Lauren.

[Text]Lauren: Hey there's a movie coming out tonight, wanna come. 😘

[Text]Noah: No, I'm alright. 👎🏻

[Text]Lauren: But it's a movie night and I want you to come. ☹️

[Text]Noah: I don't want to. 😡

[Text]Lauren: Plzzzz! 😩

[Text]Noah: I don't want to go away! 👿👿

[Text]Lauren: Are you cheating on me w/ that Riah girl?☹️😡

[Text]Noah: SO WHAT! SHE HAD DONE NOTHING TO US AND INSTEAD WE HURT HER! 😡😡🖕🏻

[Text]Lauren: Fine... so be it. ☹️

That little wretch. I hate you, Lauren!

I then cried myself to sleep again for an hour. I don't care anymore.

A/N: Sorry if it's short. With school on a roll I've kinda been busy. Somehow I've finally managed to get this chapter done.