Sheriff Swan

Chapter 23

Emma got to her apartment and walked in. She then shut her door and walked into her bedroom. She sat on her bed and pulled her phone out. Right when she went into her messages to text Killian, someone knocked on the door. She walked to her door and opened the door. she saw KIllian standing there and looking down.

"Hi?" Emma said wondering why he was here.

"Hi, Swan." Killian replied back.

There was a long pause until Emma said, "Why are you here?"

"I just wanted to check on you. I know you said not to worry about you but..." Killian said.

"Do you want to come in? I have to talk to you anyway."

Killian nodded and walked in Emma's apartment. Emma shut the door and followed Killian to the couch. They sat down and both looked down. After a really long pause Emma spoke up.

"So, I need to talk you about something." Killian looked up slowly. "About me leaving from work early everyday. Well, I have depression..."

Killian was shocked, Emma could see it on his face. "Emma! Why didn't you tell me?!"

"Well, I haven't told anyone. You are the first person I told. I'm not at work because I'm going to therapy."

"Emma, I didn't know." Killian said sorry.

"I know. I'm sorry I didn't tell you. Dr. Hopper, the therapist, told me to tell you about my problem. He wanted me to get it off my shoulders. He wanted me to make out with you."

"What?" Killian said confused.

Emma quickly realized that she said 'make out' instead of 'make up'. Shit!

"I'm..I'm..I'm sorry I meant to say 'make up'." Emma was full of embarrassment. "I'm really sorry."

Killian started laughing then said, "If anything you shouldn't say sorry to me. It's kind of a complement that you want to make out with me."

"I don't want to make out with you!" Emma said frustrated with Killian.

"Oh, come on Love, you know you want to." Killian said wiggling his eyebrows.

"Stop." Emma said firmly.

Killian just laughed and said, "Its okay, Swan. You don't have to hide your love for me." Emma was getting real frustrated now. She stood up from the couch and didn't do anything else. She didn't know what to do or say now. She just stood there looking down at Killian with anger in her eyes. Killian then stood up and Emma kept eye contact with him. They were only centimeters away from each other. "Swan I-"

Killian was cut off by Emma slamming her lips into his. Emma's hands traveled to his face. She then rubbed her hands through his dark hair. Killian's hands were on Emma's face. Emma finally released from the kiss.

"I'm sorry." Emma said looking down.

"Swan, don't be sorry. I loved every minute of it." Killian said as he tilted Emma's chin up. "I love you." Emma panicked internally. Love? Could she really love again? Was it to soon? Graham just died or it at least felt like he just did. Emma's heart started beating faster and faster and faster. "Swan? Are you okay?"

"Ya, I'm fine." Emma said trying to shoo away the scene.

"Good." Killian said then placed a kiss on Emma's forehead. "Do you want to do something?" Killian wiggled his eyebrows again. "You would be sober this time."

Emma panicked again. She quickly calmed down this time and pressed her lips against Killian's then said, "Not tonight. When my arms are ready, I'm ready."

"Ok, Love." he said kissing her again. "It's 9:23, I should get going."

Emma nodded and the Killian left and shut the door behind him. Emma fell on the couch and thought, I don't know if I can do this. Killian? Really Emma!

Emma walked into the bathroom and cleaned up her arms and put more bandages on them. She was excited to have tomorrow be her last day with the bandages on. This meant she was getting better. She then thought about Killian again, Ughh. He is going to ask for sex again. Do I want it? Uggggghhhhhh, Emma make out your mind! Oh my gosh! I just said 'make out' again.

Emma quickly forgot about Killian and got her pajamas on and went to bed.