Sheriff Swan

Chapter 16

Emma wipes her tears away and gets up from the floor. She looks at her clock and it reads 8:20am. She wipes her tears away again but she can't stop them from falling down her face. She walks into the kitchen and grabs a knife from the knife block. She walks back into her room and then to the bathroom. She looks at herself in the mirror and she looked terrible. Her hair was all ratted and her face was red with tears coming down. She looks down at the knife in her hand and then at her arm. She takes a deep breath then bites her lip as she cuts her wrist. Blood starts dripping down her arm into her palm. She cuts once more and more blood pours down. She cuts intill she notices that she has made 5 cuts on her wrist. She puts the bloody knife on the sink and and grabs a towel. She wipes the blood away from her arm and wraps tons of toilet paper around her hand. She grabs medical tape and tapes it up. She walks back to her bedroom and falls on to the bed. She falls back to sleep as she holds on to her wrist.

--------------------

Emma wakes up to someone knocking on her door. She gets up and walks over to the door. She looks through the peephole and sees Mary standing patiently at the door. Emma walks away from the door and back to her bedroom. She sits on her bed and listens to Mary knocking on her door. Mary stops knocking and Emma suspects she gave up and went home. Emma gets up from her bed and walks into the kitchen. She looks at the clock as she opens the fridge and it reads 2:34pm. She grabs out a water and chugs it down. She throws the bottle away and goes to lie back down. When she is on her bed she looks at the ceiling and thinks about her life.

Since she was a baby she has been an orphan. She was moved to several different foster homes but never could fit in. She could never understand why her parents would give her up. She always thought something was wrong with her. She finally became an adult and forgot about her past. She moved to Storybrooke and got a job as a Sheriff. She was quite happy. Then Graham made her one of the happiest people. She felt loved for the first time ever. Then in a matter of seconds her chance of love was gone. It was swept away. She knew she would never truly find love and be able to keep it. Now Graham was gone and she had nothing in life that she loved. There was no reason for her to live. She is a lost girl. No one wants a lost girl. All she could do now was sit in her room and do absolutely nothing. No one understands what she has been through.

Emma gets up from the bed with tears pouring down her face. She walks into the bathroom and cuts herself again and again and again. She didn't want to be here. She thought she didn't need to be here.