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Chapter 45 - Unicorns, Chocolate, Teddy Bears...Harry

Joee made me some pancakes and eggs.





"Katie, you seriously look you haven't gotten any sleep," Joee said as she sat next to me.





"It was just a very realistic bad dream. I just wish Harry was here," I said.






Joee put her hand on my back and then yelled, "Devy! That is not what a TV antenna is for!"





She ran into the living room but I didn't look to see what Devy was doing with the antenna; I just focused on the food in front of me. Was this really how it was going to be? I was going a depressed freak whenever the boys went on tour. I clinked the fork against my plate as I tried to think of happier thoughts.


Unicorns.
Harry.
Chocolate.
Harry.
Teddy bears.
Harry.







I needed to get my mind off him. Thinking about him made it worse. I felt a small hand on my arm; it was Trevor.





"You can go back to sleep, Katie," Trevor said.






It seemed like sleeping would probably be best thing to do right now since I probably looked like a mess. I got up from the table planning on heading towards my room but ended up in Louis' room. Not sure why I ended up in here, but I went and laid on his bed. I brought my knees to my chest and closed my eyes, but I wasn't asleep yet. Things kept running through my mind stopped me from falling asleep. Then Devy had entered Louis' room and crawled up next to me. I wrapped my arms around my little brother as he began to sing to me. My focus was not all there so I had no clue what he was singing. Then finally I had fallen back asleep. When I woke up hours later, Devy was asleep in my arms. I carefully sat up so I wouldn't wake him. I slid of Louis' bed and went to find my phone. It was in the living room and the screen was flashing. Joee was sitting with Trevor, Matty and Bradley in the kitchen. I grabbed my phone and noticed I had gotten a few calls from each of the boys and they all had left me a voicemail. The first one was from Louis.





"Hey there, Katie, uh just checking up on you...making sure you haven't gone crazy. This is Louis by the way."





The next one was from Niall.




"Hi, Katie. Whatever you do, don't eat all the food...cause what will I have to eat when we get back?"




Then Liam.





"Hey, love. I hope you are doing okay. We are almost to our destination, uh yeah. Bye."





Then Zayn.





"I hope you're not doing anything too crazy without us there."






And finally it was Harry.






"Hey, babe. I don't know if you knew this already, but I miss you so much and I wish you could have came with us. It would have been fun to have you come along. But I will Skype and call you later I love you."





Hearing his voice made me break down into tears.







"Katie, what's wrong?" Joee asked as she ran to my side.






"I don't think I can make it a month and a half without them, Joee," I said.






"I believe in you, Katie. I believe that you can make it through. Besides you have me and your brothers to keep you company."






"Yeah, I guess you're right. I'm glad you're here Joee."






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-Ari Horan-