can i explain?

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5 Months Later.

I awoke to the sound of the annoying school bell. Signalling That classes starting Second peeiod were due . My eyes shot open. Worry ran through me. I was Late! I misses the first period.. I jumped out of bed and walked to my closet. I took out some high waisted jeans and a baseball shirt I ran to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, Hair, And applied light make-up. I grabbed my bag and ran to English.

As i walked-no ran down the corridors i spotted Jordan. He of course,shot me a flirtatious smile. Ever since that day, five months ago, he pracyically controls me. I have also noticed photos of us being taken. It gets annoying honestly. I shot him a quick smile and ascended further down the hall. I entered my assigned room and took the back seat. I took out my phone , and opened twitter. To find #Jasey trending. I clicked on it and it brought me straight to photographs of me and Jordan. I quickly looked at Kellys account. Lets just say shes dead to me..

@KellyDune<3: Hey guys! guess who's five month anniversary it is!

its @case_jo and @jordan_lyle happy 5 months!#Jasey

I swear to god.im actually going to break down any minute! why does she do this?

I checked my timeline to see a new tweet from Niall. it read

@NiallOfficial you're tiara no longer fits..

I was confused at first, but then understood it. Although i wish i didnt..

Soon second period was over, And i was finished for the day. I lazily took my Bag and swung it over my shoulder. I walked down the corriders and towards my dorm. As i opened my door. I was flung in and shoved against the wall. The door being immediatley locked. I looked up to see Jordan, With his arms on either side of me and his face inches away. I gulped and loked down. "What the fuck do you want?" i spoke bravely. I heard a chuckle then followed by Jordan "I want a kiss,from my girlfriend.." I shut my eyes tight as he said 'girlfriend'. Im not his girlfriend! im Niall's..well was Niall's.

I kneed him in the groin and ran to the window. Luckily im on the bottom level so it took no severe jumping.I could feel him grab my upper arm.But he was too late.I ran across the soccer pitch and towards the music shed. I locked the door and slid down the wall.Why me? why did i have to have an abusive father..then be put onto an orphanage only to be Abused more! then meet a pop star and fall in love with him. Then watch the man you love pretend date the girl you despise and hate with all your heart.why me?

I soon heard my phone ringing. It was Niall. Honestly i was scared to answer it..but i had to."Hello?"i asked shakily."Hi.it's niall" i could tell from the way that he was talking that he was upset and mad. I took a deep breath and syrongly responded "Hey, how are you?" i pressed the phone closer to my ears. Anxious for his answer. "Im actually pissed case!" i was taken back from his answer, but brushed it off quickly. "why?"i asked. already knowing the answer.'because,you cheated on me and dont lie because i seen the pictures so im sorry,i really am. I thought you were different casey. But apperantley not! so goodbye, Im breaking up with you"More and more tears fell down as he said each word." Niall,let me explain!"i sobbed through the phone. "no! i have seen everything" "please ni?" i could hear him softly sigh. I took that as my que to explain. I breathed in and started..explaining "Niall, Jordan was Kellys friend. He came to the same college as me and..kinda forced me into a relationship. I wish i could tell you everything, but i honestly cant ok? if you still dont believe me then i suppose it's a goodbye." i tried to hold the tears, but miserably failed. "Casey Jones that is the biggest load of bullshit i have ever heard. goodbye" and with that. He was gone. In the blink of an eye. The one that practically saved my life was gone. I threw the phone at the wall angrily and l lay down on the cold ground. "fuck my life" And with that i started to fall asleep. Hoping it will all go away tomorrow

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AN. im literally laughing so hardd! im literally about to go to my relatives and my granny came to my house and was like 'this is fucking shit, the country smells like cowshite and i dont feel like coming home and smelling like cow shite' so she went home! haha

anyways...last night when i was editing the chapter i fell asleep and my ipad fell out of my hands and now the screen is smashed. anyways! enjoy and i will update monday bc of reasons explained last chapter! love yous!

~Katie x

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