Meeting Jacob : a Jacob sartorius fanfic

Jades party pt.2

          After I stormed out I went to jades room instead of the bathroom and started crying. This was all too much for one night. Jacob found me and I came and tried to hug me. I smacked him arm away, and he grabbed my wrist I pulled it from his grip easily, then punched him in the gut.
He rapped his arm around my waist and quickly flung me onto jades bed and held me down. I tried to get free but I couldn't. "Id you won't listen to me willingly, you'll have to listen to me forcefully." He said. I screamed," PEYTON!!!!!" he put his hand over my mouth, but I heard Peyton from outside the door.
"Abbie you alright??" He yelled. I looked at Jacobs pleading eyes. I sighed. "Yeah nevermind I'm ok now." I heard him walk away. I looked at Jacob with anger."what?" I said coldly. I sighed and released his grasp. I sat up and walked to the other side of the room and gave him an evil glare. I was still mad ya know.
           He sighed,"I'm sorry." I rolled my eyes."and let me guess. You didn't mean it? You swear you won't do it again? I don't want to hear the same f***ing things over and over again!!!" The anger was building up inside me and suddenly it turned to sadness. "I loved you" I said,"I trusted you. And the entire time you were with her!"
          By then I was crying he walked over and put his arm around me. The sadness was gone and the anger had returned again. I jumped away from him and slapped him."get away from me!!!!" I shouted he looked like he was about to cry. "I... I'm... Im sorry Abbie I love you..." I responded quickly with," and I loved you as i don't love you anymore Jacob so get away from me! Get out!!!i don't want to be around your lying a$$ "
       He quickly turned towards me. "Please..." I turned away from him and waited for him to leave. I wanted to be done with him and I didn't care how much I hurt him. He deserved it.

Jacob pov:
I was so stupid for hurting Abbie like that. I can't believe I could do something so irresponsible. I am a liar. I am a fukboi. I should listen to Abbie and stay out of her life. I hurt her too much. I should just... Leave. Forever. I decided to try one more time for my sake more than hers. I turned and put a hand on her shoulder. She shook it off. A tear ran down my cheek and a dashed out of the room. I ran down the hallway and out of the house, and down the street. The wind rushing against my body was the only thing keeping me from falling apart on the inside. I ran all the way to my house and went into my room and locked the door. I collapsed on theft puns and began to cry. I cried, and cried, and cried. After I had cried myself out I rummaged around in my cabinet. I finally found it. Goodbye Abbie. Goodbye Peyton. Goodbye Caroline. Goodbye mom. Goodbye dad.  Goodbye... World...